Could I be a Charlotte too?

Fatima 2022-04-22 07:01:53

Eva: You are very kind to me, but your mind is elsewhere. I ask you questions, and you almost never answer them; to you, I am the doll you use to relieve boredom in your spare time; I can feel it intuitively Your heart is divided, the scariest thing is that you have a smile on your face when you are angry; you call Dad my dear friend when you hate me, and you call me when you are tired of me.. . my baby girl; I speak and act to please you, and I can't even show who I am when I'm alone, because I hate everything about myself, it's horrible, Mom; except Besides yourself, do you care about other people? ; as you need all to love you; mother, is that so, is a daughter's misfortune a mother's victory? ; You always abandon us again and again; you always want to make exceptions for yourself, you are used to excusing yourself. Charlotte: I don't remember my parents touching me, neither chastising nor touching me; I don't know anything about love, I can only express my emotions in music; When I'm awake at night, I wonder if I've ever lived, and I wonder if other people do the same, or if some people are more gifted than others at being alive, or if some people never lived, they just Live in the world; I can see that you love me and I want to love you, but I can't, I'm afraid you'll make demands on me; I always feel out of place; I'm always homesick when I When I got home, I realized that what I wanted must be something else. Victor: Sometimes I stare at my wife, she doesn't know I'm there, she's tortured; I love this passage she wrote: "One has to learn how to live, and I practice every day , the biggest obstacle is that I don't know who I am; if someone could love me as I really am, maybe I'll be able to understand myself, but it's very unlikely", I wanted to tell her, even just once , someone loves him wholeheartedly. But what I can't say to convince her, because I always miss the point.

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  • Gerald 2022-03-29 09:01:08

    4.5; "Do some people have a greater talent for living than others or do some people never live, but just exist?"

  • Celine 2022-03-24 09:03:36

    Bergman had just had cancer surgery when the film was made, and she was at odds with Bergman, the director with whom she had a name, and Bergman insisted not to tell Bergman how to act, so the camera recorded The pain, anger and powerlessness of Bergman are exactly what this film needs, the most real emotion. Bergman wrote in "The Magic Lamp" that one day Bergman said to him: "You know, I live on borrowed time now."

Autumn Sonata quotes

  • Eva: There can be no forgiveness.

  • Eva: But one thing I did understand: not a shred of the real me could be loved or accepted. I didn't dare to be myself even when I was alone because I hated what was my own.