Thank you for shining like a star in my ordinary life

Hans 2022-11-25 20:16:51

After watching this movie, I admit that at the very beginning, all I wanted to see were the faces of Gao Ji and Dai Hanhan, and a good-looking person like Dai Hanhan Gao Ji [
but after watching it, there is an inexplicable feeling of a Japanese dog, as a vulgar People don't know about the Beat Generation, so I can only talk about the plot itself. But speaking of it, it is also the first time that I have written a film review seriously. I think that I am a little excited when

Dan Niu played Alan as a kind and passionate young man who entered Columbia University, probably because of Lucian in the library. I was deeply shocked by the high-spirited recitation and the bohemian closing gesture at the end, and then I had an indescribable feeling of infatuation with this boy with blond, blue eyes, red lips and white teeth. That feeling may be like seeing my true self. The feeling of Ming Tianzi [no], or for a young man who has always followed the rules, this unruly style awakened the rebellious emotion in his bones, and his big eyes almost radiated the light of bulingbuling.

Then there are the episodes in the classroom, the encounters that go into the room without going to the party, Lucian takes Alan to a party and then opens the door to a new world - oh these people are completely different from those famous poets! You can overthrow the authority and make a big fight! So cool!


My tampered inner os, because I am superficial【.



So he embarked on a road of no return. He changed the image of a pure and good student in the past. In order to create a drug addict, he was a hooligan in the upper half of the body and the lower half of the body, created a new vision, wrote poetry, and was infatuated with Lucian.



I have to say that people like Lucian are just like a goblin. Their existence is simply a joke made by God or a bug-like existence in the world: beautiful faces, extraordinary ideas and talents, and That suffocating, sex-attracting hormone that radiates all the time. Even if he doesn't have much effort, there will be a group of people scrambling to help him do what he wants to do.

And the fact is that he is always looking for a "writer", a writer who can write the world he thinks and desires. It's easy to ask why, he can't write it himself, so he needs someone as a ghostwriter, from David to Allen to Jack, and of course William, everyone seems to be gathering around him and doing Create, and all Lucian needs to do may just be releasing his hormones. But what is worth affirming is that his thoughts, rebellious and arrogant, the kind of arrogance that wants to break all the rules and regulations, may only be possessed by a beautiful teenager like him.



I have to mention that the girl in the library spoke to Alan while Lucian was standing there watching. I give ten to the playful and seductive expression on Dai Hanhan's face. A perfect score, if I were under that kind of gaze, I would definitely not last for 30 seconds [crossed out], I watched that scene ten times back and forth, and I felt that the director was too fucking good at casting actors. It should be played by someone with a face like Dai Hanhan, it's absolutely fucking amazing! !



So that I can wake up from the yellow jokes and continue to write film reviews. Everyone may have a person like Lucian in their life. His every move has a fatal attraction. Everything you do with him will change the trajectory of your life. This kind of change may be good or bad, but it will never be regretted, and it will always be willing. But such people will eventually leave, leaving a rich and colorful stroke on your bland life, like a meteor flashing by in the dark night, illuminating a certain trajectory of your life.



A very popular Weibo recently on the Internet said that there is a new sexual orientation called lithromantic, which means that if you have a crush on someone but when he also has feelings for you, you will hate this feeling Even said he didn't like him anymore.

Although I don't know if this sexual orientation statement is scientific or not, I have to say that this kind of feeling is vividly reflected in Lucian. He admired Allen's talent, but stayed away from him after Allen kissed him, and chose to go to Paris with Jack to find freedom. He chose to leave, perhaps because he felt that Allen had nothing to do with David. The egg difference is another way of saying that I treat you as a brother and you want to have sex with me [no], in short, he doesn't like Alan anymore. In other words, assuming that if Lucian really responded to Alan, and the two of them would be lingering to the end of the world, there would be no famous beat generation, and I also think that if Lucian really accepted With Allen's words, that person is no longer Lucian. He may not be so holy in Allen's heart, and he may also become one of the ordinary people.



The climax of the movie takes place when David persistently chases Lucian from one city to another and finally blocks Lucian's departure. The two quarrel and finally Lucian stabs the stubborn fan who has been entangled in himself. He sank to the bottom of the river. At the beginning of the movie, Lucian was walking in the river holding David's body. I have to praise Dai Hanhan's face and his acting skills. I can't like it more, I can't praise it more, the despair and fear are unbelievable. But there was a sense of relief, which was damn good. Although Dan Niu really asked the shadow of Harry Potter in this movie and made a great breakthrough even if he still looks very straight but he is also very good, but his limelight was robbed by Dai Hanhan, after all, this role is really It is very suitable for Dai Hanhan.

The climax here is almost a hasty and unhappy ending to the absurd stories of the Beat Generation's youth: Lucian goes to jail, and the rest go their separate ways and go their separate ways.

In fact, for Ellen Jack and William, their endings are all HE, and the real abuser is Lucian, who is obviously such a arrogant and arrogant beautiful boy, but the real ending in reality is to become an ordinary editor, It is undoubtedly a tragedy to give up a life of wanton freedom and choose a dull life: who can imagine a bald middle-aged person who works diligently, has a beer belly, and lives a mediocre life of office and home every day. The young man, the young man who proudly pointed at the famous paintings on the wall and said that he would never appear on the wall? He was indeed not hung on the wall, but he chose another, more unacceptable way to exist: to be buried in the midst of all living beings.

Say the name of the movie again, Kill Your Darling. There is a sentence in the film, to reborn, you have to die first. In fact, Lucian must have loved David, I think so, it must be the kind of complicated love and hate feelings, after all, he also Said "I love complicated." Although it doesn't seem to matter.

There is also a paragraph at the beginning of the film: Some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever. And if you try to let them go they only circle back and return to you. They become part of who you are. Or they destroy you.

Lucian loved David, so he became a part of him, no matter how he fled, he always followed him closely, so Lucian killed him, and also killed himself, killed the bohemian A arrogant young man, and he has indeed been reborn - reborn as an ordinary passer-by among all living beings.

This may be the place that pokes me the most, it is tantamount to the end of the beauties and heroes, only endless sadness. The movie did not shoot their respective futures, but stopped where they parted ways, regardless of what happened in reality, this is indeed an open ending, although the real ending is so tragic.



I really hope that I can meet a person like Lucian, who can change my life. Even if I leave after all, I will still be as bright as a star in my ordinary life.



Not much to say, I think I'm going to start watching the works of the Ruined Generation, oh yes, and Rimbaud's



PS Dai Hanhan's angle is really the same as when Xiao Lizi was young.

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Kill Your Darlings quotes

  • [repeated line]

    Lucien Carr: Leave!

  • Lucien Carr: [on Kerouac's writings] It's brilliant, no?

    Allen Ginsberg: It's missing some periods and commas.

    Lucien Carr: It's better than anything you've ever written.

    Allen Ginsberg: I use periods and commas.