Lest we die before opening

Noah 2022-11-09 21:42:33

This is a wonderful movie.

It was so exciting that at the end of the film it was said that there was a real person, I remembered that I said it at the beginning of the film.

How do you rate Lucian Carr?

He is a teenager who listens to beautiful movements, likes those shattered poems, and indulges in sensuality.

He is an arrogant monarch, who can never scold Fang Qiu for a lifetime, arrogant and wanton.

He is a fallen angel, opening his mouth and biting your finger lightly, his eyes blurred.

He is a fragile rose, radiant in every move, and on the verge of shattering.

He kissed, he drank, he smoked, he couldn't extricate himself from the euphoria of drugs.

Like a flower in full bloom in a dark corner.

He is uninhibited, he is casual, he is frivolous, he wants to break the circle of existence and find freedom.

Like a big bird flying to the end in the sky.

He needs him as much as he needs him.

He probably didn't even notice it himself.

He is just very bored. There is always such a person around, who has been following you all the time, he knows what you do, and everything about you is under his watch.

But he is used to his existence. He is a cleaner for you to give up your status as a professor. He is always responsive to your needs, and you never care about his thoughts.

Eventually you have to leave him and go to a new place, and he still has to follow you. You can't bear it anymore, take out the knife and face him. He finally understands how he felt when he turned on the gas to kill himself. Then he approached you and let the knife pierce his heart. You might be shocked for a moment, but then you pulled the knife. Out and stabbed in.

Then you tied his hands and feet, carried him into Hanoi, and watched him drown.

You forget that you once had a "perfect day" with him, and you once said he was your "guardian angel".

"Some things you love once

belong to you forever

if you try to dump them

They'll just come back to you and find you

they will become your essence

Or, destroy you"

"Be careful

you are not in wonderland

I've heard of the madness that grows deep in your soul

But your ignorance is your luck

on your independence day

You are the one who suffers

find where the love is

give and share

Lest we die before we open up"

We will never be able to escape from the one we once loved. The more you try to drive it away, the more like a tarsus maggot. Many times we become like him because of a person, and it is difficult for us to notice it, until some inadvertently moment of realization.

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Extended Reading

Kill Your Darlings quotes

  • Allen Ginsberg: Another lover hits the universe. The circle is broken. But with death comes rebirth. And like all lovers and sad people, I am a poet.

  • Allen Ginsberg: Some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever./And if you try to let them go... /They only circle back and return to you./They become part of who you are...

    Lucien Carr: ...or they destroy you.