"Love of my life, you've hurt me." - Two or three things about the love of this life

Dell 2022-09-05 05:30:41

In the literary circle, the love of life is an extremely inflationary thing, especially among these men who love to engage in romance, so Flaubert ridiculed romanticism as "put the sun in your crotch, the sun burns your crotch, and you And pee in the sun.

"This group of people can have many, many loves in this life. Some people claim that one-quarter love men and three-quarters love women, but from fifteen to fifty (actually seventy-year-old fell in love) he The love that almost always happens to men, he is Maugham, he is also crazy about the woman he loves, and he is willing to forgive her "almost all his friends", although in the end the woman rejects him. He is the most loved The man wrote, "The best time of my life, the time when I was wandering around, was inextricably linked to him, and everything I wrote in the past thirty years was related to him, even if it was just the manuscript he helped me type. . "After the death of the love of this life, Maugham first searched for life, and then found a man for forty years, but people are willing to believe that the "Florence Moonlight" who has been with him for a short time is his life. Beloved.

Someone wrote to the love of their life who sent them to prison, "If you refuse my letter to you, I will write it so you know there is always a letter waiting for you." This is Oscar Wilde , He was romantic and vicious, and was finally sent to prison by his favorite little Douglas. He died in a dilapidated hotel because of poverty. He was accompanied only by Robbie, who loved him the most. Wilde even wrote a letter to his beloved because he was afraid of him. He was burned by little Douglas, a willful little madman, and even chose to send the letter to Robbie, who loved him, to keep those desperate and fiery affections until now.

Some people have beautiful stories with countless women in their lives. He is Kawabata Yasunari, but his first love is his roommate in middle school, a boy, Kawabata Yasunari wrote, "I gained warmth and purity in this love. And rescue. Qingye even reminded me that he is not this earthly boy. From then until I was fifty years old, I never encountered such pure love again.” This young man is also one of his many, many loves in this life. He later met four women named Chiyo, the most well-known is the dance girl Izu, and the first generation of Ito who has been entangled in countless mysteries.

After watching this movie, the first thing I remembered in the story was the man and woman who accompany them through their whole life. Unfortunately, it seems that they are not the love of this life that these writers are most willing to leave traces in words. Literature A few strokes of the family can make the world remember that person for centuries. Their stingy pen and ink have made the men and women who have been with them the longest not to leave too many shadows in the long stories. People talk about those people. A story about a loved one may be just a hurried silhouette left in an anecdote or a little poem.

The first time I saw this movie, I didn't know anything about the Beat Generation. My only impression of this movie was that Dain DeHaan was really good-looking, but I just didn't understand how he got along with Harry Potter. Why did he cut David down? What the hell are Jack and him doing? What is the literary revolution going to do? Anyway, I just finished watching it in chaos. If I had any advice for this film, it would be It is noted that this film is completely a "fan-oriented" film. After learning about the real history of the Beat faction, I revisited this film and felt that the director's shooting was really cool.

Regarding the question of whether Lucian is curved or straight in history, I don’t think it is necessary to discuss. The universal bisexuality of literary youth is very simple and rude to explain everything, although he and Jack can almost be described as romantic. In the context of the times, homosexuality is sent to a mental hospital for treatment (Ginsburg has been in mental illness in history to receive treatment for sexuality issues), and Lucian and Ginsburg did have sex, you are very It's hard to say that a man who has had a relationship with a same-sex friend is a straight man, and I guess the reason why Lucian finally decided to marry was because he wanted to get rid of the past and live like a normal person, but judging from his son's interview, he may He was less enthusiastic about his later wife and children, and his son made it clear that he was asexual.

I think if you have seen this film and combined it with this piece of history, it is constantly rational and chaotic, and it is a love story that spans decades of love, hate, hatred, and hatred. One such Lucian, although they have produced many beloved ones in their lives, there is only one Lucian, who is beautiful and willful, talented and rebellious, who came to your world, but has almost nothing to do with your future. , but it really affects your creative soul. Therefore, after being intimate with many lovers in the future, Ginsberg will still write poems in memory of Lucian, and will still write a poem dedicated to Lucian on the title page of the first poem (although the other party does not appreciate it), Lucian does not like Ginsberg Writing under his real name, Ginsburg used countless pseudonyms to sing praises to his muse, though it all seemed pointless.

On Lucian's wedding day, Ginsburg attended as his best man. He wrote about his pain, despair and unwillingness in his diary. He couldn't accept the fact that Lucian belonged to someone else, but he was powerless to change it. Many, many years passed. Ginsburg also has his own lifelong partner and has many one-night lovers, but decades later, he will still suddenly dream of Lucian, dreaming that he put down everything and walked towards him, and will write to call him today, So I would dream of him at night, and I would voluntarily skip when I read Lucian's name in a poem.

If you look at today's habit of deconstructing everything, Lucian may be considered the king of green tea Mary Sue. He is so beautiful when he sees his straight boyfriend, and he is so beautiful that his teacher thinks he is a genius. He knows David He loved him and killed him. He knew that Ginsburg loved him, and he invited Ginsberg to be his best man. Can become a writer on par with Ginsburg and Kerouac.

It is indeed dramatic to create with such a man who is the love of his life. Everyone loves him, but he belongs to no one. He is the muse of the beat generation, but he is gradually withdrawing from history. When it comes to the Beats, we know Jack Kerouac, but we know very little about him. Lucian is far superior to all the beauties in the world. He even said that in this world he is only willing to die for Lucian; know Alan Ginsburg, who may not know who the ambiguous words in his verses are secretly sent to; knows William Barros, but may not care that he helps Lucian to cover up the fact that Lucian killed his own bamboo horse, despite seeing He didn't like Lucian so much when he went up, but after Lucian killed the murder, the first person he went to was William, who was closest to the deceased.

The grievances and grievances about the literati are not clearly explained. Some things are difficult to conclude, and some things do not need to be concluded. Maybe it is more perfect, but for me fantasy is always more romantic than reality. It is a love in reality that may not be encountered in this life, so there is literature and poetry.

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Kill Your Darlings quotes

  • Allen Ginsberg: Another lover hits the universe. The circle is broken. But with death comes rebirth. And like all lovers and sad people, I am a poet.

  • Allen Ginsberg: Some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever./And if you try to let them go... /They only circle back and return to you./They become part of who you are...

    Lucien Carr: ...or they destroy you.