, I think it's not that the society has given up on him , it
's just that he lacks the courage to face
him . The public opinion, and the suicide of his childhood friend gave him a psychological hint that all these coincidences led him to that seaside . He was cowardly, so cowardly that he did not have the courage to face those he loved. Afraid of not being able to return to his original life . In fact, he was afraid that he would live up to their expectations of him and that they would give up on him. This emphasis on the love he once had became an unbearable burden on his heart. He was once abandoned by his parents. Now, Abandoned by life again, I can't understand his feelings if I haven't experienced it. Because I don't understand it, I can talk about life lightly, but everyone who has experienced it understands that life's heavy and gorgeous words can't carry a family, especially a childhood family. , The shadow of the school, the carelessness of making friends, all of this made him what he is now. Is it inevitable fate or an accidental accident. We don't know, but we know that everything can't be turned back. Lack of love and lack of understanding Rain at all times After the sky clears, it seems to be completely lost . What a big gap for a person. People's trust can be hurt a few times . The endless floating soul will haunt you forever unless you are strong enough to face it fearlessly But few people can be so small and fragile that they may fall to the height of 4 stories
So how big of a mental gap does it take to destroy a person?
People who have experienced heaven are more pitiful, miserable and painful than those who have been living in hell after falling into hell.
They know happiness, but they are likely to lose it forever.
Suddenly so tired
and thinking of his final ending, if it can be exchanged for a few sighs, A few tears, a few true feelings, maybe it's good, he is too tired, he needs a real rebirth.
That's what I've been thinking about. I
've thought about where I 'd choose to
end my life . I'd also choose the seaside . If I can't afford life, I'll accept the end . It 's not that scary, because life isn't that attractive . It's just this, it shouldn't be his choice.
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