When you close your eyes, all you can hear is a group of teenagers making noise; when you open your eyes, all you can see is a piece of youthful school uniforms and arrogant smiling faces. What I heard and saw boiled down to nothing more than a group of children. A small blink of an eye is also clear. However, these are just appearances.
Moriguchi Yuko completely ignored the chaos and quietly confessed to the students. A brutal murder fact is expounded in a mechanical voice, as if this is not talking about himself, but telling the story as a bystander. This mother's heart has been dead and there is no more waves. Revenge is the driving force to live, even if you go to prison, even if you are cut with a thousand swords, you will not hesitate. The tone of the film is cyan like her desolate heart.
The strange thing is that Shuya and Naoki, as the source of all these incidents, as murderers, did not make me feel blindly psychopathic nausea. Instead, I would prefer to position them as the poorest people in the movie.
Xiuya, a child who can be called a genius in science and engineering, should have a bright future, but he can say "boring to pass the time" lightly and go full of ill-will and murderous intent for such a ridiculous and childish reason. But hidden under his always calm expression is the cautious heart of a child who is extremely lonely and longs to be loved. The title "mother" is sacred in his world and can be pursued throughout his life. But the more he wants, the more he can't get the paranoia and longing, which twists his heart and makes him unscrupulous. Seeing him go farther and farther on such a dark road full of thorns, I wish his mother could turn around and hug him, even an encouraging smile. These interactions with our mother, which seem to us to be normal, have become like stars and moons in the sky in Xiu Zai's world. We can only miss them from a distance, but never get them.
Shuya kept pretending to be nonchalant. The more indifferent, the more unscrupulous, the more able to "do big things", the more hopeful it will attract the attention of my mother. Look, what a poor child this is, poor and almost pathetic.
Naoki - a timid and cowardly child who is always at the mercy of others, lives with his mother and his "busy father who never shows up". The mother thought about Naoki's behavior repeatedly in the diary, and always believed that the son was kind and his thoughts were not dirty. In the beginning, Naoki was really kind and simple, which was even stupid to the point of being so easy to use. Deep down in his heart, he seems to know that he is "stupid", so he desperately wants to do something so that he does not appear to be a failure. So when the recognized little genius Xiu Zai found him, he followed behind Xiu Zai without hesitation and ecstatic ecstasy.
Perhaps in Xiu Zai's eyes, murder is just a small move, and Naoki is a small pawn. In Naoki's eyes, this is a good opportunity to prove that he can succeed and be recognized by others. This kind and simple personality has become cowardly after his father left home. And his mother, who loved him with an almost perverted and strong love, was also protecting her sad and abandoned heart. As a result, Naoki is more and more eager to show himself, and without hesitation, he proposes to use a weak girl as an experimental subject.
Where did the kind and beautiful child in Naoki's mother's eyes go? Maybe it has long since disappeared, and it has long since passed away with her gradually cooling heart.
How ironic, Naoki's motivation at the beginning may just be to get rid of the description of "failed work", but in the end he let his own mother die with him because of the failure. He has lost everything, how pitiful, pitiful and full of sin.
In this way, the two children came together, resulting in a mother's tragedy, which made Mr. Moriguchi feel the heart-piercing pain. As an audience, as a student, I can't understand the pain of a mother losing her child, but I can see Mr. Moriguchi wake up every night from the dream of watching her daughter die but unable to do anything. She looked down at her hands, and there seemed to be still her daughter's soft touch; she raised her head, and there was a "mother" with a milky voice; she took a deep breath, and there was still the fragrance of her daughter's face oil on the tip of her nose... From the bloody wound, she began to take revenge.
On the road of revenge, there is no light. In Moriguchi-sensei's eyes, only the immortality of the devil can bring some comfort to his heart. But so what, what has been lost cannot be returned, and my heart will always be an empty piece of nothingness. To put it more nasty, it was just to pull a few backs for myself on the dark road.
Mr. Moriguchi asked back on the phone, "Don't you think this is the real revenge and a new step in your new life?" Although her tone was cruel, there was nowhere to hide the sadness in her eyes.
With a "pop", the important thing was broken and disappeared forever and ever.
With an understated "joking", the movie ends.
I have to say that when I just watched the movie, I was very happy. There are not a few movies that are wrapped in the label of "The Virgin", often longing for revenge but being taken by the light "When will the grievances be repaid". Those who have been hurt choose silence, choose the former between conscience and revenge, and bear the pain alone to spend this desolate life. And a smiley "joking" in "Confession" brings the thrill of revenge success.
Thinking of this, it seems that we are also poor people. Like a trapped beast, he whimpered and licked his wounds, but did not dare to break free from the shackles of public opinion and resist. Even if you drain your last drop of blood, even if you fall into the abyss, you will get what you want. Although I can't say that I advocate extreme practices in the movie, I still have "vigor" and a real sense of "living", which is also an account of my life. For the sake of money, for the sake of good public opinion evaluation, abandoning human nature, blindly abandoning nature, and creating a lot of "saint" images. What does "The Holy Maiden" stand for? It's nothing more than a mass of rotting flesh.
So no room left, let me a shock-like sober. The analysis of their respective confessions is also the interpretation of life blooming.
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