Use your life to fill the hole in your heart, if you take my most important thing

Janae 2022-04-19 09:02:36

I finally saw the long-awaited "Confession"
before I was attracted by the preview. The picture of AIDS milk falling is matched with the last flower of radiohead. The feeling of being empty and powerless but permeating with strong tension attracts me to strongly want to watch this film. Movie.

I thought that the film should be a suspenseful way to show how Mr. Yuko, played by Matsutaka, finds out step by step that his daughter was actually killed by two classmates in the class. In the first half hour of the film, he clearly told us all the suspense and all the doubts without leaving the water.

Makes people want to say that it will be solved in half an hour? This movie is obviously 1 hour and 47 minutes.

The first half an hour was the end of Song Takako's confession.

The film is actually about juvenile delinquency, and the murder of Song Takako's daughter is what the director really wants to express.

There were 2 people who murdered, and Matsu Takako code-named them A and B respectively. A is Shuya who has good grades in the class, and B is Naoki, a poor student in the sports club.

Xiu Zai seems to be a good student with good grades and often makes small inventions, but in fact his heart is twisted and he often makes various torture tools to torture and kill animals by himself. Publish these cruel photos, and type an impressive title on the homepage, so that everyone can look forward to the birth of new torture tools.
Shuzai's mother is a promising electrical engineer. She gave up her career because of the birth of Shuzai, but it didn't take long for her to regret it. He then vented his grievances on the young Xiu Zai, beating and scolding for no reason was commonplace, the father finally couldn't stand the increasingly neurotic mother, so he divorced angrily, and the mother finally got relief and returned to her beloved career, but abandoned Xiu Zai.
The mother has always instilled: it would be fine without you. This sentence made Xiuya's heart numb to the point of numbness. Mom didn't want me there because my presence prevented her from continuing her career. On the one hand, Xiu Zai prayed to be noticed, recognized and cared for, so he had an excellent invention of the anti-theft wallet, but only a small report was published in the newspaper. The big page was about a girl who killed four members of the family. He was unbalanced and thought it was good. He can get everyone's attention but doesn't want to be "in the limelight" by other people's bad behavior, so killing people has become his way of getting attention. Find out who is the victim. On the other hand, he doesn't care about life and death because his mother thinks "it's fine without you", and his existence is denied by his mother. He had a bomb on the school podium, the detonator was on his cell phone, and decided to die with everyone in his speech the next day.

Xiu Zai wanted to win his mother's attention. He tried every means possible. Originally, his website was a genius doctor, a teenager who loved the invention of electric motors. It was not until later that he put up pictures and torture instruments of cruelty to animals, and the number of visiting messages increased in a blink of an eye. He felt noticed - even the comments were scolding him. After he won the invention award and was not cared by his mother, he was very frustrated. He wanted to win a larger media page to win his mother's attention. All he could think of, the way an ordinary teenager can get on the front page is to kill.


And because he didn't perform well in the sports club, he didn't try his best to silently write curse words on paper all day long, and Naoki became the best murder assistant that Shuya wanted to find---because Shuya needed a fool who could do things. , just listen to Xiu Zai's words.

The enhanced version of the anti-theft wallet failed to kill Takako Matsuko's daughter, and the fainted little girl made Shuya very proud, and he didn't forget to say something to Naoki, who was already frightened: Remember that I killed people. Naoki was afraid that the little girl would be "killed" by them, so he threw the little girl into the swimming pool to cause the illusion of drowning. At the same time, Xiu Zai's ridicule also made Naoki, who was full of inferiority and complaining mentality, want to indirectly "revenge" - hmph, you think you are amazing, look, it wasn't me who killed her in the end.

Naoki has a nervous breakdown after Matsuko tells everyone everything. He's crazy. Locking himself in the room, his mother was also on the verge of collapse due to his abnormal behavior.
It wasn't until one day that he cut his hands and smeared the supermarket merchandise with blood, that the mother knew that her son had drank milk laced with HIV. And Naoki told her mother. In fact, Matsutaka's daughter woke up just before he was about to throw her into the pool - she just fainted and didn't die. And at that moment, Naoki still threw the little girl into the pool---I think the evil side in his heart finally transformed from the curse written on the paper into the murderous mentality without hesitation for a second. And Shuya's contempt and ridicule had no intention of making Naoki want to be strong. He wanted to prove himself, so he killed the little girl.


Naoki's mother finally lost faith in everything and decided to die with her son. Unexpectedly, she was killed by her son in the end.


It's absurd and sad that both people wish they were murderers because that's the way they're most noticed and affirmed in their hearts -- for better or for worse.
Shuya wanted to prove himself to his mother, so he wanted to kill, and Naoki wanted to prove himself to Shuya, so he killed the person Shuya wanted to kill but didn't succeed.

There is a very sad scene where Shuya is happy after initially thinking he really has AIDS. Because of this, my mother will come to pay attention to him and care about him.

Many children live in a world where they please their parents and pray for their affirmation. They hope that what they do will impress their parents, and they hope that their parents will love them more. So try your best to study hard and work hard. Going down the wrong path is like Shuya's method - killing people.


However, he was not infected. After the checklist came out, he felt that the world had become a state he did not want. And these plots are only explained in the second half of the movie. At first I saw that he was not infected with AIDS and fell in love with a girl. I thought he was born again.
In fact, he has lost confidence in everything. Yet another way to get mom to pay attention to herself has failed. He has no confidence. And falling in love is nothing more than killing the rest of his time. And that girl, when the whole class disliked her for not attacking Xiuya, the murderer like everyone else, was kissed by Xiuya. The love between the two became the sweetest episode in the film. But after seeing the back, I realized that all the sweetness was stained with arsenic. The girl has always fantasized that she is the murderer who killed four family members and made the front page make Xiu Zai feel that he was robbed of the limelight. This weird girl is the one who knows Xiu Zai the most, and she said that Xiu Zai's mind is Oedipus. In the end, he was killed by Xiu Zai, and the arm left after the autopsy was placed in the refrigerator by Xiu Zai.


In the end, the conversation between the girl and Matsuko Takako really revealed the truth: there is no HIV in the milk. Matsu Takako just used this to drive the two murderers who killed her daughter crazy step by step. Let them be tortured to death by the outside world and themselves. And Xiu Zai indirectly killed his favorite mother. Everything is Matsutaka's perfect revenge.







There's a line in it while watching I'm called Sam: I've been worried that if they take Lucy away from her father, they'll take what's most important in her heart, and I'm afraid she'll spend her whole life Try to fill the hole in her heart.

Xiu Zai tried her best to fill the loneliness when her mother was away. He just needs his mother's company. He just misses his mother.

This movie touched me. Because I am also a person with an empty heart. My parents are very busy and don't have time to spend with me. Since I was a child, I was the only one in the house, the house was empty, and the dog was the one who accompanied me the most. My parents never took me for a family walk on a sunny evening like so many other families. That's when they're away on business or busy at work or at dinner. All came back very late. Occasionally they were home in the afternoon and I would cheer with excitement. If they accompany me, I will be very happy. Sometimes I even hope that my parents will not be so good at doing business, and things will go wrong soon, so that they can accompany me. But no. Even if I grow up, people can't stay at home for a month in a year abroad, they are still busy with their own business, and often two-thirds of the precious month is spent at home by me. I even deliberately went back to China for a long time to let my parents understand that I don't come back often, so you should cherish it, so I am at home for a few days and you must be at home. But the result was disappointing to me.

Later, I finally discovered some flaws in my character and my reaction to some things. In the final analysis, I really just wanted someone to accompany me. My parents didn't give me what I needed most, so I tried every means to fill the hole in my heart.


If I have children in the future, it doesn't matter what my career is. I will always accompany her, and I will never let her feel that in a mother's heart, nothing is more important than a child. No matter how busy you are. No matter how tired.

So there are really two sides to it. What I'm missing, what I'm not getting. I understand. won't let it happen again. I will be more grateful every time I spend with my parents.







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Confessions quotes

  • Shuya Watanabe: Nobody taught me that killing people was wrong. Where other kids got read picture books and fairy tales, my mom taught me Ohm's Law and Norton's theorum. She only ever talked about electronics.

  • Yuko Moriguchi: This is my revenge. I have plunged you into the depths of hell. This is the first step towards your redemption... just kidding.