See you forever if I leave

Kassandra 2022-04-20 09:02:10

Having seen <>, the deepest impression is that Dora and Joshua are walking aimlessly, looking for a starting point for a starting point. The search. Dora is suspicious by nature. Life has given her stinginess, selfishness, ruthlessness, and greed. She absurdly arranges the fate of others by writing letters and mailing them on behalf of her, carrying countless resentments and countless hopes. The letter was mailed or torn up by Dora based on her own experience in life, and she seemed to be a fatalist. She believed that everything was certain, and there was no change or turnaround. The appearance of Joshua Jr. completely disrupted her. A life that seems to be the same Endless back and forth and relieved memories, a person who suddenly appeared, his sudden appearance will change everything that is happening, let us be caught off guard, helpless, do not know the joy or sorrow, but we know that Dora is in love with Xiao Yue. Shua's, friendship, family and motherhood, even year-end love. As long as she loves him, anything else that has nothing to do with it can be ignored. She gives him food, takes him home, and saves him from human trafficking The dirty place of the organs is not only to make up for his apology for his late mother, but also to love him. At first, little Joshua did not receive the slightest affection for this love, he was an insecure The child of his father, he lacked his father's care since he was a child, and his mother was his only umbrella and object of respect. The accidental death of his mother completely collapsed his already high-risk psychological defense line. He tried to seek protection, but he dared not believe it easily. anyone, so when he put down his defenses a little and believed that Dora could bring him a better life, Dora's bad behavior completely disappointed him, and he couldn't accept the one he had made great determination to trust. The fact that people betrayed him. When Dora's conscience found out and rescued him, little Joshua could only beat Dora angrily, completely disregarding the danger around him, he was asking Dora why he was deprived of his last hope And when Dora desperately rescued him and took him on a journey to find his father Jesus, little Joshua hesitated again, he wanted to try to get close to this woman who was not so authentic to him, and was afraid that she would again Turned himself into the devil's lair. But in the end he compromised, because he only had her as a friend who was not a friend, and he needed her help. And Dora also needed to complete her love for little Joshua's mother through little Joshua. confession and self-salvation,So the two can only go on the road, and they can only support each other on the way.





In Chinese mythology, there are also many stories about walking, such as <>, which tells that a monk takes three kinds of animals on the road: monkey, pig, Shura Yaksha. After going through hardships and dangers, he finally got the scripture, and the monk was rewarded. , Animals become gods. In the Bible, Joshua took the people across the Jordan River, came to Israel, and saved the people of Jesus. Both are redemption, the difference is that one is in China, the other is in Israel, the other is over, and the other is just now. In the beginning, from this point of view, sometimes our salvation seems absurd to others.





Anyway, they go on the road, and they have very personal feelings for each other. During the journey, Dora met a man, and he gave them food, take them on the road, help them out of danger, Dora is very happy, maybe this man is a messenger sent by God to help them. She is relieved, she thinks that men can always go with them through trials and hardships, but the man still left them, in When they still needed help the most. Dora has always loved this man, she walked into the bathroom a few minutes before the man left, looked at her own face in the mirror, and said to the woman next to her who was doing makeup: I can make you Can you lend me some lipstick? As she wished, the unfamiliar and kind woman gave Dora the few lipsticks she had left. Dora took the lipstick and paused slightly beside her mouth. Maybe she Thinking of her past, she used to be a beautiful woman, with age in her twenties and elegant demeanor, there were many men who showed love to her, she rejected most of them, leaving a man she loved deeply, she could be for him Putting on lipstick, cooking for him, waiting for him to come back quietly at home, and in an instant Dora had to return to the present, and now, she is no longer young, her face is old, and her body is bloated. The best time to be a woman When they no longer belong to themselves, then they only have lipstick left. Dora took the lipstick, took the lipstick that was like a moonlight treasure box or a life-saving straw, and gently smeared it on her mouth, her expression was like a The businessman, as if the face in the mirror is not the face, but the expected cost recovery. She monitors every subtle movement of her lipstick, hoping to look better and better, but the result is that the color of the lipstick is very bright, but it can no longer be Matching with Dora, you can only see an old woman wearing lipstick. This lipstick can only make him look more old, and there is no other use.





When Dora walked out of the bathroom full of hope and wanted the man's eyes to stop for her bright lips, she was disappointed, the man left, leaving little Joshua, she couldn't blame this man, he didn't give her any promise, Their most intimate moment was just warming up by the bonfire at night. She should have thought that this man was just a passing passerby in her life. Even if she leaves Dora, she is completely unable to intervene. She is full of hope, unable to control herself, only to let it go. But she only allows this kind of lovelorn sadness to exist in her body for a short time, because she still has a small appointment Shua, she can't let this promise to destroy herself, she has to take care of little Joshua until she finds his father Jesus. At this time, little Joshua also looked at the man outside the window with regret. When the car was started, the exhaust gas and the dust rolled up by the wheels were in a daze. In his opinion, he lost a good friend who had taught him to drive. Little Joshua's dream was to become a driver like this man, so one of his The little dream was also shattered, and he didn't know that Dora had lost far more than he had lost. But he was really sad, and he could only hope that Dora would not suddenly disappear like a man, and the two of them at that moment. They were all silent, each thinking about their own business.





Let's go, they walked in the city, through the city and the neighbors, and into another city, they had no money, no compass, and Jesus seemed to be avoiding them on purpose, and his whereabouts were ethereal, but it was good The elephant is gradually getting better. They have come out of hell. Although they can't know where to go next, they are getting closer and closer to the final heaven, Joshua's father, Jesus. They can no longer rely on things around them. When they were making a living, the two showed no signs of despair. Little Joshua also showed extraordinary talent at this time. He saw that in the village they had just arrived, some photographers complained that the photos were too expensive, and they had to be mailed. It is very troublesome for others. So he thought of letting Dora take care of her old business---writing letters and mailing on behalf of others. People from the village came to hear the news, and sure enough, a large number of people wanted to mail letters, this time Dora Ra is no longer indifferent, she patiently listens to people's talk, she thinks people's talk is the most beautiful story in the world, she finally has a sincere smile on her face, and little Joshua's face also hangs He always smiles innocently and honestly, they know that happiness has come, it doesn't matter if they can find Jesus, they are fine now, they are very happy now. After a day's work, Dora and little Joshua are in a great mood. Fun, and they also got enough money to maintain their livelihood in the recent period. And little Joshua bought a skirt for Dora with this small amount of money. Dora asked him why he bought a skirt for me. Xiao Joshua Ya said, you must look good in it. At this time, Dora is already the incarnation of a perfect goddess in the eyes of little Joshua. He wants to make her more beautiful, and Dora is silently trying on clothes in the room. Second, she is beautiful.





God is still calling his children in this village in his own way, all the choirs sing dirges of rest, the souls of the dead are groaning, the living are still praying for the dead and for themselves, as if No one can escape the mocking arrangement of fate. Little Joshua shuttles between the living and the dead, with the choir's blessing to the people in his ears, but it seems that all this has been done since the childhood of Joshua and Dora. The world was pulled out. The image was switched, and the world was spinning, so Dora finally fainted in the crowd. The ceremony was over. Dora found that little Joshua had returned to her side, or maybe he never left. However, Dora realized at this time that she might not be able to live without this child anymore. If she had to leave one day, it would definitely be the end of the world for her. She might fall in love with this child. So did Shua, he didn't want to leave Dora. They cuddled with each other on the side of the street, keeping each other warm, avoiding the noise, and ending at dawn.





At this time, someone came up, claiming to be Isaiah, the Jesus they were looking for Son, heard that they were looking for their father and wanted to invite them to sit at home, so Dora and Joshua Jr. followed Isaiah to a clean place, which was Jesus' house, and another named Moses. A kind man also lived in it. He and Isaiah were Joshua Jr.'s veritable brother, the son of Jesus.





It was all so sudden and completely unpredictable that Joshua Jr. found his own home. ,Although Jesus' whereabouts are unknown, he has two brothers to take care of him, he should be very happy, he can eat with his brothers, work together, and play with the top he made, everything that belongs to this child seems to be back, Dora is like this Thinking, arrange everything and leave silently, she doesn't have to worry about little Joshua, he is just a child, no matter what era, what city, what kind of people who keep appearing and disappearing, Children are always the most hopeful.





In the end Dora wrote a letter to Joshua Jr. on the coach back home, Dora wrote: I am afraid you will forget me... She was already in tears by then, she was really not sure what she loved Will the child with him remember in a few years that someone once walked with him, suffered together, cried together, laughed together, she was not sure, but she knew that she might never see the child again, she knew He can be happy, but he has to leave him. She doesn't know whether this happiness is because she left him or because of something else. She knows that they will never forget each other, but they may never see each other again.





I We will walk together with you as a walker, walk through the territory we have never traveled before, and then set off separately.

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  • Curtis 2022-03-20 09:02:17

    "I miss everything."

  • Melba 2022-03-27 09:01:14

    The Brazilian version of Kikujiro's Summer, whoever copied it will not be held accountable. Overall, it is not as good as Kikujiro's Summer. The little boy's performance is good. By the way, the road movie shows the customs of Brazil.

Central Station quotes

  • Dora's Client: [dictating a letter with her son] Dear Jesus, You're the worst thing to happen to me. I'm writing because your son Josue asked me to. I told him you're worthless, and yet, he still wants to meet you.

  • Isadora: If you ever miss me, take a look at our little portrait. I say this because I fear that you'll forget me as well. I miss my father. I miss everything. Dora.