It's really sad to have a crush.

When I watched The Grudge 1, it seemed that I was in junior high school. At that time, there were rental vcd discs. Because it was pirated, the image was very unclear. I remember that there were people's names one by one. Gaya, I was very puzzled, why did she have her hair like that when she was still a human at that time, she was wearing white while covering her face, she was speechless. The other passers-by who were killed did not know exactly how they died, but they all passed by in a flash. There is also a little white child who learned to meow inexplicably, and finally saw the real body when Jia Ye climbed down. It feels really messy to me, I wonder if this damn disc has been cut a lot, isn't it scary? !
It was not until I was in my third year that I solved my doubts after reading the novel. Gaya used to be a very introverted child, just an ordinary one who had no sense of existence. Later, he secretly fell in love with his classmate Kobayashi Junsuke. His personality can be imagined. He can only write down his feelings in his diary, and he also secretly follows him to the house when he has a girlfriend (do extremely introverted people have extreme personalities). After the death of her parents, a very ordinary man Zhengxiong said "I want you" to make her feel needed for the first time, so she agreed to marry him. But after they got married and had children, classmate Jia Ye still had a lot of love for Xiao Lin. It just so happened that Xiao Lin was the child's head teacher again. Now, there is new content in the diary. . . ╮(╯▽╰)╭ That's right, you don't have to think about it next. The tragedy is that the husband found the diary and suspected that the child was not his. If you write something that is shameful, you must hide it; secondly, when you get married, you must keep your eyes open to see if he has the potential for violence). Originally, I wanted to kill the child, but the child hid in the canopy, and the perverted man blocked it and wanted to starve him to death. Later, how the child became a ghost and why he learned to meow is unknown.
So, after Gaya went through so much pain, of course, her resentment was very strong. Of course, she wanted to kill and kill his husband, as well as Xiaolin, who she thought destroyed her roots, and all the people who were happier than her.
In fact, it's really tragic, a crazy crush with no result, an inexplicable marriage, a worthless life, a painful abuse, if you don't release it in the form of resentment, how can this huge grief and anger be vented Woolen cloth. We think the world is beautiful, so we believe in some mysterious power that balances the dark and the injustices.
The end of the novel moved me very much. When Gaya and Zhengxiong were on their honeymoon, she stood on the windowsill and looked at the sky and white snow in the distance. She should be happy at that time.

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