gaze and eternity

Andrew 2022-04-19 09:02:31

After reading Tarkovsky's "Mirror" in two separate sessions, whenever I fall asleep in the gentle recitation of Russian poetry, Bach's tunes will gradually wake me up. The wind whistling over the wilderness passes through the broken mirror, blurring the boundaries between past, present and future. The slow sound of rain, the sound of wind from nowhere, the sound of hurried footsteps, and the sound of burning firewood permeate the ambiguous narrative. I keep peeping and speculating on the memories of others, trying to piece together the beginning and end of things that are not my own, but the memory itself It's a whitewashed phantom. Gaze is a kind of "eternal seeing", the constantly approaching lens leads me to gaze at seemingly eternal things again and again, but they tilt, die, and collapse in the next second when they are still. The mirror is the reflection of the world, and others are also my reflection. I can feel the beauty, tremor and shock from the images that have nothing to do with myself, and the indescribable emotions are the best proof. Perhaps when we look into the mirror for a long time, we are also trying to peek at ourselves.

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Mirror quotes

  • Father: It seems to make me return to the place, poignantly dear to my heart, where my grandfather's house used to be in which I was born 40 years ago right on the dinner table. Each time I try to enter it, something prevents me from doing that. I see this dream again and again. And when I see those walls made of logs and the dark entrance, even in my dream I become aware that I'm only dreaming it. And the overwhelming joy is clouded by anticipation of awakening. At times something happens and I stop dreaming of the house and the pine trees of my childhood around it. Then I get depressed. And I can't wait to see this dream in which I'l be a child again and feel happy again because everything will still be ahead, everything will be possible...

  • Forensic doctor: You know, I fell and found strange things here - roots, bushes... Has it ever occurred to you that plants can feel, know, even comprehend? The trees, this hazelnut bush...

    Natalya: This is an alder tree.

    Forensic doctor: It doesn't matter. They don't run about. Like us who are rushing, fussing, uttering banalities. That's because we don't trust nature that is inside us. Always this suspiciousness, haste, and no time to stop and think.