In fact, I always feel that... eva's role modeling is that kind of... It's like purifying and stripping out all kinds of persona of a person. It seems that the role is extreme, but... if the main characters are integrated and regarded as a whole, it looks like It will show a very full "human" integrity... or reflect the complementarity between people (whether good or bad), so I feel a special sense of reality...
So this In an old theatrical version, the complete plan is that all human beings become a collective of consciousness, but in the end Shinji (everyone) will still suffer because of the difference between himself and others, but still live as an independent individual suffering pain .
I think it's acceptable to continue the TV version like this...
The old series is like using animation to simulate the questions that teenagers in the second phase of middle school occasionally think about:
"Ah, it would be great if everyone died"
"Ah good I want to escape from the unpleasant reality.”
“What if you escape from reality? Reality is too painful. You can only live by escaping from reality.” “
Isn’t it all your fault for forcing me?
Why can’t we understand and understand each other?”
Thoughts like “The world would be a better place if everyone’s hearts could be united”, even though they knew it would never come true, they couldn’t help but let themselves escape from reality…
These thoughts are probably just in everyone ’s minds. It flashed in his head, and it seemed that he would be back on track after that depressing time.
But I think eva just extracted these delusions, and put them into the animation to turn them into reality,
"It's up to you to escape like this, pass the buck to others, and eventually even satisfy your unreasonable request of becoming a god of creation. In the end, you The world will become like this, is this the world you want."
In short, eva left the deepest impression on me. When I watched it when I was about the same age as the protagonist, although I didn't understand it as well as I did now, I could still feel the character's feelings at that time. However, some things may be really rooted in the deep consciousness. When you look at them when you grow up, you will feel different from when you were young. As Taro said, after swallowing a pill in The Matrix, and then seeing the world, it is true that you understand a lot, but you lose the fun.
Then I think the most important thing about seeing what eva really left behind is probably this kind of thing. Feel the difference. Whether it is the mood of watching the old series when I was a child and growing up, or the contrast between the old series and the new theatrical version is also good. Including all kinds of depression in the new theatrical version of Q. Suddenly facing the huge gap between "ideal and reality" from a warm mother is not a proof of "growth", a feeling that everyone must experience.
So I often see people saying that they don't like which character in particular. But if you think about it carefully, it is actually out of subconscious envy, jealousy and hatred that you didn't even notice. Just like Asuka who thinks that she is not good enough to be loved, so she strives to be competitive in everything or she will be abandoned, the feeling of envy and inability to express her feelings towards Shinji and Rei, they are obviously not the best, but they are able to do it. To be recognized and loved by those around you. In contrast, his own efforts are always ignored. Including in school (maybe the German base too), you can get the love of everyone, but you can't replace the love of the person you really want. The love of a mother, even the love of blessings, is desperately chasing an illusion that he knows that the other party will not put him in an equal position. The blessing with the characteristics of a father or an elder brother has become Asuka's ideal male portrait, but that male portrait will never give himself the "love" that truly treats women as a man, but to Misato who is the representative of the mother image. This further deepened Asuka's dislike of Misato. It can even be said that it touched the psychological forbidden area of "the mother was taken away by the doll", which deepened the hint that "the mother does not love me, the father does not love me, or because I am not good enough". So nothing is good enough for Shinji to be pampered and make Asuka unhappy. Self-esteem makes Asuka work harder but can't get the rewards that match her efforts. This feeling will definitely gradually change from envy to jealousy and hatred. Especially in the relationship between Commander and Rei, it is more like seeing the mother doting dolls. Full of envy, but unable to face up to the fact that he is jealous of Li, so he can only vent his hatred. This is very similar to the feeling after "we can only see other people's beautiful side" in reality.
As for Shinji, he and Asuka actually have the same problem, but what makes them completely opposite is that Shinji thinks "I'm not loved because everyone says I'm not good enough, so because I'm not good enough, I just don't deserve to be loved, I The inferiority complex that should have been treated like this has turned into a logic of self-abuse. Both children were born out of sheer desire to be loved by their parents, but diametrically opposed thoughts lead the pair to diametrically opposite extremes. So Asuka will feel irritated when she sees Shinji, because she definitely feels the pressure in her subconscious that "maybe if she takes one wrong step, she will become the half-dead rotten look of Shinji" (and it turns out that after the mental defense line was broken, she was more than Shinji. crash even more completely). But her self-esteem made her deny the possibility that "Shinji is actually another self", and at the same time, this possibility made her unable to ignore Shinji's behavior. Envy and jealousy can not let others see through. So all she can do is to deny Shinji (the other self) with all kinds of poignant irony, as she did to Reishi, and at the same time hate that iron is not steel. On the other hand, Shinji also has the mentality of "I'm already such a bad scum anyway, so no matter how I'm treated, as long as someone is willing to be by my side, it's fine", which is a perfect complement of willingness to fight and suffer (. Although it is perfect, even if Shinji and Asuka continue in that state, the relationship between the two is just licking each other's wounds. This state has gradually collapsed from the death of Kaji to the spiritual pollution, including the self-destruction of Ayanami. Shinji met Kaoru, is the real completion. Finally, someone recognizes the value of Shinji's existence from the front, and unabashedly expresses his love and acceptance of his imperfect self. I think it is also the "family" trait that Shinji has always been looking for. But that kind of comprehensive The acceptance comes from another "other person" who is completely unrelated by blood. As analyzed before, this kind of family-like kindness from "non-family" is about fourteen years old. Standing on the edge of self-consciousness The budding goodwill at the ambiguous age is not so much love, but more like absolute trust and dependence on relatives. It is like the blindness of a duckling who recognizes the first living thing it sees as its mother.
As for the fact that I don't have any special feelings for Rei... I guess it's also because... She has the highest personality stability and no shadow of lack of love (. Rei is the one who knows what she wants the most. When the two continue to deceive themselves by hurting each other, only Li is the easiest, so she is also the most determined. So really...there is nothing to dig out _(:з"∠)_...It's just the process of how AI has human feelings. ...? Self-sacrifice after being with the commander and son Xiao Tian... Well, that's right. _(:з"∠)_I
know why she hasn't been cute since she was a child, because she actually has a self-goal among the three of them. The most firm and clear one. Her personality was completed by herself without much external intervention, from the single arrow commander's consensual puppet to the emotional awakening of Shinji, whether it is the purpose or behavior, everything is very simple and clear, lack of People's emotions are entangled, so it is easy to be turned into a goddess. And she is also a substitute for the commander's side, which makes me sad. Well, anyway, I am a bit envious and jealous.
In short, I think that liking Asuka has an element that is more similar to longing. Inside, and then Shinji has a sense of substitution to a large extent. Whether it is psychological or logical, it is always dead. Does it mean that the relationship between the enlightenment of watching this film since I was a child, why do I feel that I am in sync with the useless Shinji? After so many years, I can finally calmly face the second machine that has been eaten in a mess.
Asuka is so mysterious, she has revealed many things that I wanted to express but did not dare to express. Or I was worried that I would There is such a behavior, so I feel scared and must suppress this expression, and then the whole person's behavior pattern will change to the logic of Shinji. In this way, the existence of Shinji and Asuka is really even though it seems to be extreme opposition. In fact, the inside and the outside are one.
In fact, the part where Shinji asked Asuka for help and was rejected was also great. The dialogue between myself who desperately wanted to ask the outside world for help and myself who felt that everyone had their own troubles and could not get help, and forever The one who denies asking for help has the upper hand and then is denied by himself. The one who wants to ask for help can only kill the one who denies his needs, which is to kill his longing and hope for the person he asks for help, so he can only continue to escape. The
dream is the continuation of the reality, and the reality is the end of the dream.
But after so many years, I really still like Asuka. There is no way to change it. Orz, is it the same as not watching it too early? As I get older, I seem to be able to gradually understand what it wants to convey. Instead of watching it when I was a child, I could only be confused and say that although I don't know it, I still feel serious and it's over. In addition, I still can't understand how anyone hates Asuka ahhh, what a real character ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah (that's why they are hated.
But then again, apart from Unconditional Kitchen and Kuro, I hate Asuka as the character itself or I can't understand it. The person who acts her is a happy guy in every sense. The self-esteem formed by this kind of inferiority and despair will refuse everyone's approach, and even hurt the good intentions of others. I understand it myself, but I can't stop feeling. People who haven't experienced it must be unable to understand and feel unreasonable. I'm really envious.
So in fact, not understanding eva is not a problem of IQ, but a problem of emotional intelligence. It's the wrong time to meet the right film It's a problem. It's a problem that can only be solved with time. Also, I think Aojiao is obviously the boy Xiaoguan, not Asuka orz, and I haven't noticed why Asuka feels uncomfortable when she sees Rei, because she Rei in her eyes reminded her of the doll that her mother used to replace her. So meticulous.
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