Time has changed, and the scene of the New Year's kiss on Christmas in the graduation season flashes back and overlaps with the scene of the careful kiss in high school that can no longer be hidden and has to run to Marianne's house. At that time, Cornell became the Marianna of the past, and Marianne became the Cornell of the past. I can't stop feeling sad and envious. This is what youth should be like. They ignore hurt and sensitive hearts, touch others again and again, and constantly explore themselves and find themselves in doubt and loss. There must be results, and it may not be dazzling, but they are so brave, they try again and again, and finally they get their own peace in the process, and this peace will support them in their future lives.
In the last episode, Marianna and Cornell were sitting on the floor of their apartment in Dublin talking, natural, calm but exciting. Cornell left the original town because of Marianna and went to Holy Trinity School. During his depression, he said that he hated everything about Holy Trinity, but I suspect that what he was most saddened was not the passing of his friend, but the passing of his past. The passing of a friend with memories of the past means that his past is also dead. When he returned to the town, there was no one to tell the story of the past together, and the house, the street, and the bar were just cold objects. Cornell, like every one of us in reality, is timid and nostalgic. Because of her, he came to Holy Trinity. He read his favorite English literature, so he had the opportunity to study in New York. Of course, the most important thing is that he studied hard and earnestly, but it is because they have each other that they have the opportunity to study. Opportunity to become a better version of myself is very cheesy and really cheesy, but I was moved to a pulp, because I have always been lonely on the way up, and I have never been accompanied by such people, so I think they are really beautiful.
On the last summer vacation, they lied in bed and licked colorful ice cream and asked each other, did they feel lonely when they were with others? What about when they are together? Marianne can only be herself when she is with Cornell, and Cornell too, so they don't feel alone, it's too difficult, but fortunately they have each other. Marianne and Cornell are a perfect match, and as long as the two of them are in one shot, the sexual tension is at its peak, and it makes one want to do it. But they both know that having each other is too precious, and this matter should be cherished, so Cornell said to Marianne in bed: "If some things were different, our relationship would be much simpler." He also It is very reluctant to say this sentence. They both want to be with each other too much, and they are too afraid of losing each other. Two sensitive people always miss and separate because of unspoken words. I don't want to lose each other, this part is really depressing.
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