Reminiscing the thoughts of watermelon juice in my throat

Jerald 2022-04-22 07:01:39

A few days ago, I watched a Japanese movie, "The Undertaker" directed by Takita Yojiro. It tells the story of a middle-aged man who was frustrated in his career and re-selected a career. He happened to see a job advertisement in a newspaper by accident. The Japanese translation of the promotional content probably means a beautiful career that creates beautiful rules for travelers. Encouraged by his understanding wife, the male protagonist regains his self-confidence and embarks on such a special career to make beauty stars. , but what he never expected, the unknown awaits him is a hesitation that requires courage and awe to insist on his choice, but in the end, there is no regrets and no regrets, which is admirable and makes his mind infinitely free. heart experience. An entrepreneur is commonly known as a beautician who puts makeup on the deceased. It is conceivable that this profession is discriminated against in the hearts of ordinary people, from the strong to the reckless man, the weak to the delicate woman, the young to the three-year-old child, and the old to the old age. I am afraid of the final return, but it cannot be denied that everyone has to go through such a process. When I was a child, I used to be ignorant, but I vaguely felt that people were afraid of death. At the moment when people were closest to death, their thoughts would drift into the hearts of those closest to them. , Even if you leave, it is regretful with hatred. However, when you are truly immersed in death, you know that the power of the dying life at the moment is unimaginable and firm, and even though it is inarticulate, it wants to arrange the care of the living relatives. The shock of that moment of a fresh life is unattainable and even more unexpected. I have personally experienced the death of my relatives, especially that I am no longer the ignorant child. I suddenly realized that the shadow of my relatives disappeared in my life, and then I realized that, oh, it turns out that the person is gone. . . I'm not a girl who loves to cry. Sometimes I don't want to talk about my grief. I'm used to suppressing my emotions and not letting my emotions be exposed to the public. I was chatting and laughing in front of people for a second, and I used more active emotions to cover up my sadness, but at that moment in the morgue, I saw the cold mummy, and at that moment I shed tears silently, silently. , It is difficult to detect what emotion was at that time, is it sadness? But why do I feel like my brain goes blank? Is it untouched? Why am I crying again? Now that I think about it, it's really a wonderful emotional experience. Haha, I suddenly thought of a sentence. I forgot the original sentence. The sadness that can be said is not called sadness. It is you who really makes you sad. In an unpredictable situation, sadness can no longer be sad, human beings don't know how to react at this time, can't describe it in words, only the natural expression of emotions, I think this is indifference. Of course, I like the word "indifferent" very much. Zhang Xiaofeng once said that no matter how bad some people are to me, I will not hate them. I automatically seek the average of those I love, and I will also automatically seek the average of those who hate me. Value, in addition to love is still love, the opposite of hate is still love, the opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. Yes, think about how many people I can have and how many dew and rain relationships I can have in life. Isn’t every emotional experience a fate? It makes me feel more about the multiple experiences of survival, regret and love. , is laughter, is scolding, is the death of relatives, is the spread of friends, is the love of siblings, is the love of parents to protect the calf, is the joy of children and grandchildren around the knees, is the betrayal and separation of lovers, or when they are together The Yin Yin Yanyu is the failure of the career, the entrepreneurship in the sky, the feeling of spring and autumn when meeting an old friend, the tenderness of nodding when we meet by chance, isn't it all talent rewarded by God, the life of human beings is only short Dozens of situations, so don't complain, go through more, boy.

Some people's heavy makeup and bright colors for most of their lives are like the life trajectory outlined by the thick ink colors of "the desert is straight, the long river is setting the sun". After wandering through several cities, I lived a life of ups and downs. I once loved deeply regardless of the moral standards of the world. I used to be wounded by my love. I used to move forward with dreams and fearlessness. Then I returned to a kind of calm. Can't disturb the inner chord of Enron alone, there are too many colors in life. But this kind of life has experienced too many bumps in life. In the process of experiencing, especially in the painful experience, it will inspire people to think infinitely, so that you can better understand your inner persistence and the hardships of survival. I understand that there are many realizations in the world that need to be obtained through trial and error. I think that a person who has reached a certain level of thinking is a person who is constantly thinking about life, beliefs, beliefs and pursuits. His heart is also constantly changing. To appreciate the hardships of another life, and to look at the world today with a more kind eye, time and space seem to have built an eternal imprint in him, because the most valuable thing in a person is the breadth and infinity of the mind, When the heart is big, all things will become smaller, no matter how big the trouble is, it is not a problem for him, time and space are no exception; but when the heart is small, the world in the heart is only as big as a pink fist, just like that. The frog at the bottom of the well does not know the ambition of the great eagle, so if you want to pursue the infinite truth of the universe, you must first exercise your own mind. Only in this way can we enjoy more unexpected fun, then human beings will be one step closer to the great truth of the origin of time, infinitely close, each approach is a new innovation, which is to deny the ignorant of life. The new nirvana of my own, my consciousness is constantly approaching the truth, one day, the troubles of the world will be like dust falling on my robe, and it will disappear as soon as it is blown. The precious kindness between people is not a deliberate act of charity, but a pure instinct to treat others as oneself, so those so-called "I'm sorry, thank you, but I love you" outline the ups and downs Feelings can be directly full of relief and blurt out: I love you. Because I see you as myself.

A few days ago, I went to the place where I lived when I was a child, and I still walked through the familiar Jiefang intersection. At that time, the yellow leaves of the phoenix trees were withered, and the streets were cleaned by the cleaning aunt. The elegant rhythm of the violin in Wuhan Conservatory of Music kept me going. The heart is galloping and addicted to the unknowable distance. . . The familiar audio-visual store on the downtown street still has the unpleasant sound of the scenery. Very Taipei coffee shop has been standing on the downtown street for decades, guarding a peaceful paradise. In the small bookstore, the best-selling books are still displayed in the eye-catching. The shelf bar attracts the attention of young boys and girls. They come and go, and there are still passers-by who are in a hurry to take a look at the beautiful scenery in the store, or urban white-collar workers who are contemplating, and one by one wearing a piano from Wuyin. Fashionable young hipsters, as well as the little couple whose fingers are tightly clasped together, and the men and women who embrace and kiss deeply regardless of the eyes of others. The small shop that my sister opened when she was young is still run by a children's clothing owner. It seems that at that moment there was a sense of time, and it seemed that it was back to that summer. When my aunt was alive, she, my sister, and me, in When my business is idle, I sit on the streets of the busy city and savor the coolness that belongs to summer, that is, the breeze blowing slowly, the coolness of the watermelon juice passing through my throat, my sister was still young at that time, there was a sense of urgency. The drive and drive of the small family in the career house, the aunt at that time was not like a 60-year-old old man at all. She was bright and early to get up in the dark, carrying the stack of business back and forth between the home and the store, drinking He tried to build a good relationship with the neighbors' stores, and let the whole street know about this energetic mother-in-law. She went from a shrewd mother-in-law who had no sales experience to a shrewd mother-in-law who pushed me to take advantage of customers' mothers. . . But now, people go to the building and empty things are wrong, and I can't find the old Jiefang Street in my heart. My sister is now pregnant with another son. My sister's first child is a girl, and she is one and a half years old this year. I thought I was that uninterested person who didn't know how to put my "auntie" right, but when the baby babbled and called me "auntie" and held me in her soft little hands At that time, the warmth that filled my heart attacked every nerve in me. I was activated by a fresh life, and the vitality of all life was activated, which made the person who was originally a deeply depressed emotional system instantly become overflowing with love. Love can also spread to her heart. At present, I have nothing to ask of him. I only hope that she can grow up healthy and happy, and be a kind and loving person. Maybe, when I am old, she will write to mourn me again. Such a little aunt's writing, at that time, I hoped that under her brushstrokes, I was the one who gave him love And let him be the same person. The second child will come to this world in March this year. Although the current energy and strength of the elder sister really make the elder sister (this elderly mother) feel powerless to return to the sky, it is fortunate that the grandparents made up for the "family" (Wuhan dialect, meaning In the absence of my grandmother, I would often visit my sister and a pair of nephews. The kindness and unbearableness of my sister kept my second child in the world. I believe that Auntie, you are also bless the pair of Bi Er in heaven, and also bless the body of my sister. I want to carry the deepest belief in survival, the children must work hard to grow up. I am very grateful for life, and my sister is also working hard to raise her, feeling the gift of sweet burden.

Master Hongyi once said that the most unfortunate thing in life is that when you make a mistake, the disaster is not enough, when you make a mistake, you get lucky; Later, it was regarded as the past, and Tian didn't care about it. Then the great trouble arises from this. The world is unpredictable, but it is driving on its regular track. Do good everywhere in life, do good words and deeds carefully, and don't be evil, and disasters will not breed so easily; if the torment of disaster is coming, don't complain about fate. Injustice, because the merits and virtues are all the karma you planted, it is better to feel all the gifts of fate with the deepest understanding, because this will make life more abundant, learn to accept, then you can learn to liberate and live with feelings , and beyond life.

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  • Crawford 2021-12-25 08:01:15

    Japanese obsessed with death rituals

  • Humberto 2022-03-29 09:01:04

    Oscar for Best Foreign Language Film in 2009. This film is a typical Japanese industry drama. It turns the unpopular profession of mortuary into art. It not only discusses the ultimate question of life and death, but also brings together topics such as love, family, self-worth and life attitude, which makes people laugh. With tears in it, there is no lack of depth. Masahiro Benmu's performance is perfect, and Joe Hisaishi's soundtrack is the icing on the cake. Life is impermanent, cherish life, be kind to others, and live well. (9.0/10)

Departures quotes

  • Daigo Kobayashi: There are many kinds of coffins.

    Yuriko Kamimura: 50000, 100000, 300000 yen.

    Daigo Kobayashi: They differ by that much?

    Yuriko Kamimura: The left one is plywood, the next one has metal fittings and carvings on both sides. And the most expensive one is solid cypress wood.

    Daigo Kobayashi: Oh, the difference is in material and decoration.

    Yuriko Kamimura: Yes, they all burn the same way.

    Daigo Kobayashi: Same ashes.

    Yuriko Kamimura: The last shopping of your life is done by others.

    Daigo Kobayashi: Kind of ironic.

  • Shokichi Hirata: Salmon?

    Daigo Kobayashi: [Watching the river] Ah, yes. They're right by the rocks... over there.

    Shokichi Hirata: [to the salmons swimming against the stream] Oh! Go for it!

    Daigo Kobayashi: It's kind of sad... to climb only to die. Why work so hard if you're going to die.

    Shokichi Hirata: I'm sure they want to go back... to their birthplace.