The more innocent you laugh, the wilder I will love

Ollie 2022-09-09 21:40:52

"Amy": The more innocent you laugh, the wilder I will fall in love
. Before I didn't listen to Amy Winehouse, I only liked Adele

. In 2004, when I was in the third year of junior high school, there was a girl in the class who was in love with boys and was called Chen Wenpei , tall and a little strong, likes to wear white shirts, and loves to tie the hem around the waist. She's a bit of a wild boy, with a great personality but a bad temper, grinning and glaring easily. Now, ten years later, I can't find the exact words to describe her, until after watching "Amy", I finally found the exact way to describe her, she is a person like Amy.

What kind of person is Amy? She is casual, loves to communicate with people, but at the same time is open-mouthed; she loves to eat, likes sweets, but she wants to shape up and diet; she is promiscuous, goes wild, but in the end she only loves one person; she is addicted to alcohol and drugs, self-mutilation and depression, But black flowers bloom from it.

Different from the previous documentaries, the opening material of "Amy" is like a family's simple record of the child's life. She has a little baby fat, and her fat body twists and turns in the dance classroom. When she is angry, she will cover the floor. Sapo, with freckles all over his face, chatting with classmates at a party, and when he laughs, he will see a lot of gums. At that time, she had just escaped from her father's shadow. She learned to smoke, drink, wear short skirts, and wanted to grow up, but she didn't know that growing up was aging, and growing up meant losing.

Fortunately, she still had music, which was like a thin whip rope, so that the runaway pony would not run too fast or too far. If the rave reviews of her first album "Frank" in 2003 made her famous, then her second album "Back to Black" in 2007 won 5 Grammy Awards and made her a prosperous, that is, this year She met Black and started drinking, taking drugs, and self-mutilating everything... ugh, 2007.

Many people blame black for Amy's depravity, believing that he led Amy into an endless black vortex. As everyone knows, just like black seeds cannot produce white flowers, and curled hair grows curled after being straightened, Amy's fall cannot simply blame black, because half of her body has already stepped into the darkness, Black's arrival just gave her a slight push. In 2007, when I was a freshman in my freshman year, after spending a year fooling around with a boy in the same dorm, many people who knew me before said that I had changed and that I had failed to study with him, but I just want to say, I am still me, but it’s just me. I started dyeing my hair, getting my ears pierced, and wearing leaky pants. Thinking about it now, I really enjoyed the indulgence back then, at least I was happy at that time (pull it away, close it), and Amy must be too, because I saw you and me in the past from her smile.

In the past, I also questioned many kinds of ways of life. Until I tasted them one by one, I didn't know what's right or wrong in the world, and happiness is the greatest. If Amy had lived a happy life, then I, an unhappy person, have no right to judge her life. The only sad thing is that I feel a little regretful that I can never hear her new song again.

Maybe there is a restless soul living inside, so I yearn for a hippie life full of marijuana and alcohol.

It's just mediocre you and me, who can't feel the hasty death at the age of 27. Amy lived this short life so full and full, it will really make you and me with white hair feel ashamed.

One year at Adele's concert, she sang "Make You Feel My Love" for Amy. In the twinkling starry sky, I seemed to see Amy with tall eye shadows, she was playing with curled eyes. Hair, without speaking, just smiling at the camera, smiling and disappearing into the darkness...

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  • Yasiin Bey: I became aware of Amy in 2004. I'm a big jazz fan and I really liked what she was doing. I thought it was unique, I thought it was edgy. And sincere. And that's the thing I like most about Amy. She didn't have any airs. She was real... She was just a charming, sweet lady. I had a bit of a crush on her, to be honest. She was raw, she was fast with a blue joke, could drink anybody under the table, wasn't afraid to roll a smoke. Had a big, giant laugh, and was just a sweetheart, you know?

  • Amy Winehouse: Success to me is not success to the record company or whoever. Success to me is having the freedom to work with whoever I want to work with, to always be able to go to the studio when I have to go to the studio... I think the more people see of me, the more they'll realize that all I'm good for is making tunes. So leave me alone and I'll do it. I will do the music. I just need time to do the music.