"I hope to use my works to move the world, and I want to hear what they say; he thinks deeply and feels soft." The first sentence of the film's opening actually made me burst into tears, not because of how much I love Vincent van Gogh. Understand, but at that time I was going through the review stage of the submitted paper. In the face of the reviewers' doubts about his research results for several years, he fell into depression and couldn't sleep all night. I can understand why the doctor is prone to hair loss, because at that time I really felt that there was smoke on my head, 囧. In the face of doubts and grievances who want to give up, the arrival of the deadline seems to be pushing him into a dead end step by step. At the end of the film, when I saw Van Gogh's description of "The Reaper of the Rye" in his letter, I was finally relieved.
“I see in this reaper...as an image of death...But this death is not sad, it takes place in bright light with a sun that covers everything with a light like pure gold.
I see death in the picture, but this kind of death is not sad, but replaced by the brilliant golden light that nourishes all things under the sunlight. "
In the eyes of a great artist, death is not self-abandonment, death is heaven, but before going to heaven, you must try hard to prove yourself, and you must leave your own value in the indifferent world of reality. And when I encountered some difficulties and wanted to give up at that time, it was meaningless. Even if I died, it was worthless.
I have saved myself from the experience of Van Gogh, the dissertation was accepted and successfully published under the unremitting efforts, and the Ph.D. is getting closer and closer. Thank you for that golden light in the darkest hour of your life.
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