accept yourself, love yourself

Adeline 2022-12-05 02:01:01

After watching the video, I don't know why I feel more distressed for Ted. He has been hurt, intentionally or unintentionally, in his own world, and he responds to these "hurts" in his own way.
He seemed perfect when he was a child, but he already suffered from the pain of not being understood by the people around him. Finally, he found a good friend, and the focus of his world shifted to the good friend. When a good friend has a girlfriend, he thinks it is good The base friend was taken away, so he implemented his own revenge, and hoped to recapture the good base friend. Although his age has been growing, his heart has been stuck in the state of a little boy. This little boy is very smart, but very lonely. He hopes that people around him can understand him and recognize him. When Harvard professors showed interest in him, he was very happy during that time. He thought that someone finally recognized him, and he also Try to imitate the characteristics of the surrounding, hoping to be accepted. But at this time, the ruthless reality hit him deeply. He was deceived and treated without dignity. When he learned that his mother had signed the consent form, he felt betrayal from his relatives. His relatives and friends betrayed him, and the goodwill in his heart was deeply shattered. He has no ability to fight back. He was somewhat comforted when he found that the professor was disappointed when he admitted that the professor's experiment had failed.
When his younger brother got married, he felt that he was being backed up by all his relatives and friends, and the only thing left was his own theory. This was what he had left and firmly believed. He hoped to let the world know that his belief was not ridiculous. Yes, but right, he needs to be vocal, he needs to be acknowledged. So he started a series of activities. This is like a child being nursed, using nonsense and hysteria to attract the attention and attention of those around him.
Loneliness can kill a person. When he felt some warmth in the librarian and her son, his fragile self-esteem was once again shattered by the reality that the music box he devoted himself to making was no match for the exquisite electronic keyboard toy. He returned to his "safe cabin" and devoted himself to the bomb business that reassured him. Only at this time can I feel some inner peace and satisfaction.
Ted is a person who needs external recognition. He is sensitive and somewhat inferior. He has been isolated since childhood and has not been properly guided, so he always walks alone in a lonely world. Many "betrayals" make him full of resistance to the world. cannot coexist peacefully. He tried hard, but failed, and he has the ability to make his voice heard in the world, so there is "School Air Bomber".
Fiz, in the process of his investigation, the surrounding environment simulated Ted's situation. He could not be recognized and was isolated. Fortunately, he still had allies, so he could stick to some social bottom lines and speculate on Ted's psychology.
The biggest difference between the two is that Fiz always believes in himself. His evaluation comes from the inside, not from the outside, so he can stick to his own business and doesn't feel betrayed. There is no such understanding, and no one guides him in this way, so he is standing on the road where he can only believe in himself after deep despair. Fiz recognizes himself from the heart and accepts himself unconditionally; while Ted needs external recognition to recognize himself. When the external cannot recognize him, he will stubbornly do something to force the external to recognize him, or reveal his heart of fragility. So Ted is very pitiful, he has not been well nourished, otherwise he will repay the society in his own way, but there is nothing to do with Fiz. The two of them are good friends who have achieved each other and cherish each other, but they have not met.
Accept yourself, love yourself, Ted doesn't have such power, but he has a bomb, seemingly powerful but fragile.

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