From the moment she appeared in the garden, Han Ba began his doomed life. He would never have imagined that just because of such a glimpse, his entire life would be changed. Lolita in the sun is pure without any distractions. The sprinkler on the lawn makes her almost transparent, and she enjoys the intimacy with the sun and water without knowing it. Accidentally looked up and saw Han Ba, who was so amazed by her beauty that he couldn't speak, and she gave him a smile that was brighter than the sun.
Don't think about why Han Ba suddenly fell in love with such a girl. Maybe it's because of the regret of my lover's early death when I was young, but I prefer to believe that this is the so-called love at first sight. In the deepest despair, when he meets the most beautiful scenery in his life, how can he restrain the impulse in his heart?
So he rented a house for him that he didn't want to rent, just to see her every day. He even married her and her mother just for everything to look right. He did so many crazy things for her that she pretended to ignore it.
Wouldn't the result have been different if Han Ba had nothing to do as usual, and Charlotte hadn't found his diary full of thoughts. She calls him Daddy dearly, and he enjoys the deadly sweetness and bitterness of the place closest to her.
But there is no if, perhaps Han Ba and Lolita should not miss each other by nature, and things are developing in an irresistible direction. Maybe you will find that as you grow older, there is no longer hope in Lolita's eyes, and more and more despair and desire diffuse in her eyes.
This rebellious girl since childhood, she has too little and wants too much from Hanba. She longs for care, for fatherly love, for absolute freedom in love. It seemed that she was never satisfied. From the beginning to the end of the film, we witness the girl go from innocent and sunny to hysterical. Yet she is beautiful, fatally beautiful, no matter what.
I can't judge what kind of existence Han Ba is to lolita. I can't even tell if she loves him or not. I only know that lolita cannot do without Han Ba. But when Han Ba became the only person she could rely on, every day she planned to escape from his realm, doing her best without regret.
But had she thought about it, for Han Ba, she was the only beauty he was looking forward to in this world. He will fulfill all her requests, he dedicates the world to her, and only smiles for the Pokémon. His love is as low as the dust, and she is the queen above.
Every time I see Han Ba's desperate and hopeless eyes, my heart aches deeply, the despair of his love is suffocating, he is extremely sensitive, and he is afraid that lolita will leave him. He didn't hesitate to use money to keep her, even so he would only be farther away from her. Many times I cried in my heart that it was time to stop their crazy love. But hope they can have a good result.
But this is another story doomed to tragedy. Because lolita will grow up eventually, when she finally made up her mind to get rid of this morbid life, she left Hanba. She would rather be Creed's plaything, she is willing to endure the poverty of life, she is irresistible towards vulgarity, and even so, she is unwilling to return to Han Ba's side. I think she's afraid that Hanbal's suffocating love will swallow her up.
The sloppy, soulless lolita, who was pregnant, told Han Ba, who begged her bitterly, mercilessly: Creed is the love of my life, he just broke my heart, and you ruined my life.
Lolita is desperate to distance herself from the past, and she longs to live a normal life. Why didn't she ruin Han Ba's life? Since the day Han Ba met her, he has fallen into the abyss of doom. Desperate and impulsive, Han Ba didn't know how to save this lolita, who was getting farther and farther away from him and far from what he remembered. He had no other way but to beg. He even turned his anger on Creed, and lolita was determined to leave him, not because of Creed. Without this Creed, thousands of Creeds would pop up. lolita is just tired of him, the only thing she wants to do is leave him desperately.
The most affectionate confession from Han Ba: lolita has become what he hates the most, but he still loves her. But Yiren is gone forever, and nothing will help.
At the end of the film, Han Ba stood on a high hill and looked at the noisy village down the hill. The real sadness in his heart was not that lolita was not by his side, but that there was no lolita in the laughter and laughter.
How deep does love have to be to get to the level of Han Ba. She is the doom in your life, so you are destined to pay with your life.
The Chinese translation of the film is called Yishu Pear Blossom Pressing Begonia. I don't know if it contains a bit of teasing, but after watching the film, I feel that the name is so appropriate and poetic. Like a mournful sigh, with silent praise.
Forget about so many morbidities and deformities in their love for the time being, and only feel the urge and grief that are desperate for love. Perhaps this is the eternal magic of love.
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