After watching TV, I always stopped in the middle before I knew it. I think the way of expression has the most far-reaching influence on later works. After reading it, I can think of her shadow in many works. (The bad taste of the big sword has finally found its source) The second thought runs through and floods. In terms of secondary school, it is still the strongest in Japan, and it is based on the worldview and theory of adolescents' puberty/developmental idle/long-term mental madness and carry forward. I also filmed it for the whole society to see, why I feel a little ashamed, not a bad meaning. Each of the main characters has a shadow in their psychology, and they all have secondary problems. One of the characteristics of the second disease is the infinite magnification of small things. That's not to say that I don't understand the second, or reject it. On the contrary, I had a very serious and typical middle school disease. I don’t know what it was called at that time, but it really happened before and after the second grade of junior high school. The process I went through was the period when I paid the most attention to my heart, the period when my sensibility was the strongest, and my thinking exploded. Strictly speaking, the following is not a film review, nor is it a review of my secondary illness, but to write down what I am ashamed to say now, instead of negative repression. In the EVA, I repeatedly mumbled, asking endlessly about self-consciousness, why I am afraid of loneliness, the relationship with others, the meaning of life and death, the true and false of subjective consciousness. It has always troubled me in the second period, but now I am not saying that I can deal with these questions calmly, but choose to give some rational answers, from an infinite loop to a moderate thinking. This is better for the spirit. Everyone grows up like this, I think. Only higher animals have self-awareness, and we begin to have an inner world from the time we can distinguish the difference between ourselves and the outside world. Reality is processed by consciousness, and everyone sees only what he sees. From this, a lot of nothingness can arise. The connection between flowers and beauty, food and deliciousness, small animals and cuteness is established by the human CPU. If there is no human being, these things just exist, that is, there is no awareness. The material world is meaningless. Some people even say that reality doesn't exist. I don't agree with this. I don't like non-cognitivism. Acknowledging that the human spirit is an accidental product of evolution is much more accepting of consciousness. Before human beings, the creatures produced on the earth for tens of billions of years were blindly seeking life and not thinking. This is normal. It is enough for creatures to survive. There is nothing special about the generation of spirit, and it is only a means of survival at first, just like the cruising of fish and the running of horses. However, it is unexpectedly complex and self-contained, which distinguishes it from the previous natural products, and human beings get lost in it. So I don't think the spirit is the greatest, and I don't like idealism. The entity that the spirit is detached from does not exist, it is the attachment of the entity, and there is no need to delve into its meaning. Refined All desires produced by God are also variants of survival. For example, the fear of loneliness is because human beings are social animals, imprinted by millions of years of evolution, and necessary for survival. However, these desires from survival are excessive and abnormal, resulting in mental illness. The human completion plan that I can understand is to penetrate the boundaries between oneself and others, and want people to no longer be separated by the belly, and the helpless words "you are you, he is him" no longer exist. It can be called the ultimate hug to solve loneliness and loneliness. . Like pain that seems to be a burden on creatures, but was originally meant to allow creatures to avoid damage. The same is true of restlessness, emptiness, and sadness in the spiritual world. Therefore, everything that God (the natural world) gives us, including negative spiritual burdens, is only for us to live well. Human beings, like other creatures, have a set program to live positively. Adapting to nature may be the magic weapon for overcoming secondary depression. By the way, the spirit I mentioned earlier refers to higher wisdom in a narrow sense. Because not only human beings have spirits, but most living things have no self-awareness.
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