It is said that "Spring in the Cattle Class" is a healing movie, so I found it at this moment when I really needed to be cured.
Claremont Matthews used music to heal troubled teenagers who had nowhere to go, not so much that he taught in accordance with his aptitude, but rather his approach was to teach out of love. I didn't understand before, does love really have such great magic power?
I have always been a somewhat alienated person. Apart from the classmates and colleagues that I see every day, there are very few people who will keep in touch for a long time, and even the contact with their family members is not frequent, let alone teachers and former leaders who are far away. In this way, I am always in a state of loneliness. I also enjoy loneliness and enjoy time alone, but this is based on having a stable working state.
But now I am confused, lonely, have no job, can't find direction, and stay in a rental house like a loser. Although the original job is not necessarily my passion, it can at least bring me some comfort, like a person struggling in the water holding a life-saving straw, even if it is not very useful, it is better than nothing. Right now, I have nothing.
2020 is a very failed year for me. It seems that I have given up hope for improvement, I have given up self-learning and growth, and I have lost the battle against indulging myself in various entertainments. I'm well aware that every day of 2020 I'm wasting my time, I hate being like this, but I'm indulging in such pure fleeting pleasures until I watch this movie.
Maybe it was moved, maybe it was Clermont's love for these children that gave me strength, maybe I was finally tired of this short-lived happiness, and suddenly, I was willing to take out my computer and do something challenging and interesting, looking for It belongs to my sense of worth, not lying in bed and oohing while swiping my phone.
It's hard to say that it wasn't "Spring in the Cattle Class" that cured me, but at least it allowed me to rekindle my enthusiasm for life and rediscover my upward motivation. Maybe it's a coincidence, but at least today, I see the glimmer of light ahead .
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