I watched "Dream Pursuit of Innocent Heart"
Before watching this movie, "Chasing Dreams" had been a rock song by GALI band
Running forward, facing indifference and ridicule.. fate can't make us kneel and beg for mercy.. one day it will sprout again...
I can remember this melody in my mind, but I can only remember these two lyrics.
This is a song from my playlist in middle school.
At that time, I had a "daydream vision" that could not be called a dream, and what I entrusted in my heart was poetry, the distance, and the outside world. I knew I should study hard, get a good grade, and escape this northern town. Otherwise, there is a high probability that he will be locked up for life. In fact, I didn’t try my best. The boarding high school managed by militarization was really hard. For me at that time, it was not just the study itself, but the monotonous and repetitive life, which was an irresistible rule.
So, I didn't make any friends. Alone and naive against the system.
This may be the only victory in my life so far.
Before the college entrance examination, I gave myself a score of 480. Even if I could not go to the target college, I still believed that I had a good future. Finally got 505 points and went to the target college.
Teacher Wang, who has worked together for two months, always mentioned that she did not study much in high school, but she had 120+ in mathematics and foreign language in the college entrance examination, so she went to the key story. I thought she was very good at first, and indeed her teaching ability is also very strong, and she is a teacher who can be strict and pay attention to grades. But later, I was even more curious about how she, who had given birth to her second child and settled in a small county, received the same salary as me with such a powerful mind.
Speaking of Mr. Wang's example, I am actually reflecting on myself, and the hero does not mention the courage of those years. The hero does not mention the courage of those years.
Looking back now, I still miss the pure senior year of high school when I was desperate to do only one thing for one goal.
But I don't miss that blindly optimistic self.
I will miss being in that period of great growth and vitality driven by biological hormones.
It is a pity that after college, hormones turned from growth to desire. My growth has been greatly reduced.
So, stop being blindly optimistic. Find out how much you have grown.
Of course, there are certain problems with my analysis of Mr. Wang above. This is something that I will try to avoid in the future.
That is, I understand, I finally understand, I understand the truth that I hadn't understood in college for a few years, but should have understood it long ago. A good teacher has repeatedly warned me, and it is also the biggest gain I should get from this movie:
That is, in addition to the so-called fame and fortune of utilitarian success at the practical level.
More importantly, even the most important thing is that through tenacious will and perseverance to do one thing, the training and formation of quality is the growth of individual personality, which is the biggest gain.
I can't judge Teacher Wang's life from the perspective of results. I will wonder if she has tried her best for something.
Because, since college, I haven't, and I regret it.
Before watching this movie, I would think that this must be another story of becoming a great sports star and reaching the top of the world.
I'm wrong.
After watching it, I realized that this is a person who was told from a young age that you can't do it, is not tall and burly, and has no sports talent.
The story of an ordinary person who worked in a factory for four years after graduating from high school and still decided to pursue his dream.
Even if he tried his best, he only played the story of 27s in the end. Even in the last game, the story is still not on the coach's playing list. Even after knocking down the opponent on the court, he did not grab the ball, and the coach read the story of shaking his head.
In the end, he didn't become a first-class player, he didn't become a sports star.
So, many people will ask, is it worth it for 27s?
Even I'm asking, is it worth it? It's like I've seen him fail time and time again to go to Notre Dame, and it seems that he's a failure. It's like I've identified myself as a failure time and time again.
I was wrong again. Of course the answer is worth it! ! ! ! !
The question is, can I only see the 27S? Have I seen his high education, the growth brought by his experience, and his abilities. I can't see his gains because I don't experience it. How to have his perseverance and hard work.
What I need is this power. This may not be in line with our usual perception, but, it must be remembered, it is worth it.
Also, a very sad thing is that I can't think of any dreams I have.
In other words, I never had a dream.
So, I never tried my best.
Dreaming of traveling the world? If it's not just a daydream, what I should consider is what kind of career or how much income I have, what kind of ability I need, whether I have language or knowledge, that can support me enough to travel around the world.
Dreaming of world peace? If it's not just a slogan, then I should consider what profession can actually help world peace. Doctors count, diplomats count, journalists count, scientific researchers count.
I have neither.
Do you dream of working in the film and television industry to improve people's aesthetics? How to become a creator, even if the creative talent is limited, how to improve one's aesthetics, and how to become an expressor with a certain right to speak. I don't have any of these.
I have not implemented it concretely.
My career aspirations, to be a producer?
But are there many flaws in my own three views? Is my ability insufficient?
A dream is never just an empty slogan.
Teacher Zhu Wei said: Less utilitarian pursuit, more persistence for no reason.
The no why here, I can superficially define it as individual growth.
After thinking about it in my mind, I also understand that the ultimate pursuit and realization of value are what I can bring to others. After self-growth, can I be a role model for others, give help and strength to others, and contribute to society?
It is also in the political textbook that the value and measurement of life is the size of the contribution to others and society.
This is really a limit. This does not conflict with egoistic individualism.
How to achieve individual growth?
Go to a big city and be with good people, don't always see their origin, appearance, past experience, but focus on their advantages. To learn, to catch up.
Show perseverance, persevere and do your best to do things.
Take responsibility for your life and take responsibility for the consequences of your choices.
Don't be too ambitious, don't be unrealistic, don't be impatient, don't be in a hurry, don't give up halfway.
Be clear about what you are insisting on. Keep loving yourself and keep growing.
I want to see that the up master I envy is someone who can live in a humble house and go to university, but I don't have this ability.
I want to know that quantitative change leads to qualitative change. The reason why I fall behind so much is because when others are making changes and trying to persevere, I choose to compromise with my desire to have fun and hold back. I am standing still while others are advancing.
The gap arises from this. Just follow their path.
Understand the past without remonstrance, know that the comer can be chased. I want to really chase, not self-motivation and self-comfort.
I envy the friends around me who have dreams and work hard for them, recognize the reality clearly, and have a clear self-awareness.
Hopefully one day I will be one of them too.
Lifelong learning and develop your own learning ability.
We must also have the courage to be brave and sincere, to help, to like, to give and to love.
Less unrealistic, more down-to-earth.
Let’s write it here first, it’s actually a lot of ramble, but I hope it will be engraved in my heart.
Do specific things and love specific people.
Growing, what's inside, what's outside.
Inside, instead of reading novels, maybe it's time to read biographies. Learn English to practice speaking.
External, weight control, whether there are conditions to run, fitness. Brush your teeth carefully, take care of your skin care and take care of your hair.
Internship work requires serious devotion. It is necessary to practice the use of the software, study more, observe more, and persevere.
Pay attention to learning methods, pay attention to how people behave.
We must be good at summarizing experience and lessons, recognize our own strengths and weaknesses, analyze the external environment rationally and objectively, improve practical judgment, make wise choices, have executive power, and persevere in doing everything well.
Come on, boy.
Change yourself and change your world.
It's time to grow up.
Ended up staying up all night again.
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