i hate you, and i love you

Mauricio 2022-04-22 07:01:39

I've listened to a lot of JoyDivision's songs, but I don't really know much about them. It's not a style I'm obsessed with, so I just listen to the song, not obsessed.
I used to think that the lead singer disappeared when he was very young, and I fantasized about his secret life somewhere, I don't know if I thought it that way, intentionally or not. Actually he is dead, dead, right?
I hate him, I don't know why he's like this about relationships, he's a jerk, he's a jerk, how can he be like that about relationships? Love disappears so fast, love comes so fast. She loves his wife, he doesn't love his wife. When he was most helpless, what he missed most was his home, and when he was most lonely and frightened, what he missed was the warm and shy love between him and her when they were young. He loves his lover, he doesn't love his lover. When he was confused, it was she who gave him that beam of light, and when he hesitated between life and death, he wrote her first letter. He loves both or he loves neither, he loves himself. You are too selfish, you want too much.
I love him, I feel sorry for his helplessness, I feel sorry for his loneliness. Neither of the two women in his life gave him the warmth he needed most. His sense of reliance, his talent and reputation, it's what they need and they love. But for him, the constant giving and the constant giving are getting colder and colder.
I hate him I really hate him, I hate him hesitating between two emotions, I hate him just caring about his own fear and helplessness, then what about me, other people's... no one is happier than the other , When everyone has fear and sadness, everyone also needs a warm and down-to-earth embrace, not just you. But how can I stop loving and missing you. The darkest secrets in your heart are between your eyebrows and under your eyes, but you never reveal them. How much I hope, how much I hope that I am the biggest support in your heart, the broadest embrace, if I can really walk into your arms and into your heart with my heart, maybe everything will be different.
Cai Kangyong said that the advent of love is sudden, so if love leaves suddenly, it shouldn't be surprising, right?
Little disappear, in this psychedelic world. Drink too much bullshit and let me indulge in my bullshit all by myself.

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Control quotes

  • Ian Curtis: I don't want to be in the band anymore. Unknown Pleasures was it. I was happy. I never meant for it to grow like this. When I'm up there, singing they don't understand how much I give and how it affects me. Now they want more. They expect me to give more. And I don't know if I can. It's like it's not happening to me, but... someone pretending to be me, someone dressed in my skin. Now we're going to America. I have no control anymore. I don't know what to do.

  • Ian Curtis: I struggle between what I know is right in my own mind, and some warped truthfulness as seen through other people's eyes who have no heart, and can't see the difference anyway.

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