Julian, Julian, Julian, do you ever think of me? I mean, when you're sad, do you dare to admit that you miss me?
From the very beginning of our life, we have been frozen in the attitude of the game. There are only two people's games. We are destined to have no partners and only opponents. We are destined to win and lose. Ten years ago, I put my heart in that box and let my body flaunt the world, so I'm not like you, Julian. I can laugh softly, live in peace, and ask anyone to do what I want for me, but you, as you say, live like a dog, and dogs are happier than you, they have owners but no brains, and you are just Instead, you have no master, but a first-class brain to experience such pain.
Julian, we are all people who lack a sense of existence, so we keep continuing the "dare" game, and every time the task is completed, we can take a deep breath in our hearts, "I still exist in this world. On.” We are all insecure people, as if complete light is the same as complete darkness, we are never afraid of anything, because there is nothing to fear. Oh~ how crazy we are, and how normal we are!
By the school bus, I hear Lucifer flapping his wings, in the library, I bloom like the freshest flower; in the coffee shop, the flower has been dormant for four years; in the church, I spread all my vines, wanting to die I entangled you; on the railroad tracks, all my delusions were cut off by you; at my ruined home, we reconnected the loop of time; at the door of the hospital in the heavy rain, the one who pressed the pause button The game goes on; after you finally say we'll never be apart again...and we'll never be apart again.
Who says our feelings lack courage? Who says we are always pessimistic? Who says we are hurting each other? Who says we don't know how to cherish? Who says we're just gaming? We were born together, stabbing each other to feel ourselves, that's our way, we never run away, we're not afraid to admit it, I know, I'm brave, and so are you.
We have always been like souls attached to a box, we ride on that carousel, and the world is so weird, like the stained glass that shattered a church window, even if it pierces the skin, it is a gift from heaven. But do you know that the distance between people in two different seats on the merry-go-round is always so much distance, it is a nightmare that cannot be surpassed, unless, in this world where we exist, our box shatters.
That night, when I was sitting in a ruined home like an old doll, when we nervously released the smiles of ten years, I even saw the tears in your eyes before you left, at this moment, we no longer need to say anything , this is our rule and our tacit understanding.
dare? Julian, do you dare? Our lives never seem to be coherent, piece by piece, piled on top of each other, Julian, do you dare to disrupt them all? Hehe... I know you dare, together, let's disrupt the whole world, and cut off the whole life inside the concrete pillar.
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