For anyone, there is only oneself in the world

Pete 2022-04-19 09:02:30

Talk about "me", the red and yellow girl as tasty as a sausage who wants to leave Jack, and Wordsworth's letter to his ideal girlfriend at the beginning already implies that the heroine is a fictional character.

Besides, the parents who traveled back and forth, died and laughed wildly, and the house grew old with them. The lines of aging, the hints of Alzheimer's, the seats full of labels and sudden absences made me horrified. One second we are talking, the next second the world is only endless darkness without any color. As a result, I don't want to pay attention to anyone I see today, because I suddenly realized that we are already dead, and once the car gallops towards hell, our little Jiujiu will disappear like ashes in an instant.

The world has no color, there is nothing outside the car, and I and the pigs I love and rotting come from a shared immortal source. Jack's father asked a good question, if there is no one watching in the picture, how do you know the painting is sad, the heroine said, you can just go and see the painting. I doubt it. But in the play, the cleaners watch the movie, and the movie screen appears directly in front of us, which undoubtedly explains my doubts.

Because at that moment I had a similar sense of being out of the world, I was old, I looked at young men and women, and I felt sad.

And time is chaotic, after all, piles and piles of Oreo ice cream were thrown into the trash can. I don’t know how many times I have had such experiences and memories.

To be loved, to be rescued, to be rescued from the predicament of old age to another dimension. It is impossible for the Messiah to endure the darkness until the light, only the time of quiet darkness, colorless and soundless.

Love is a narcissism, there is no doubt that to love someone is to kill a real person, to kill her excretion, to kill her old age, to kill her thoughts, when you love her, you are just Love to imagine something that comes from oneself. Love is a personal thing.

Compressed microscopic multiple lives, the heroine here, Jack's parents, who have been chaotic in life and death, laughing into broken dust in humor, pigs eaten alive by maggots, a life blizzard that never changes, and a quiet environment.

This moment is eternity. Before this, you are alone. After this, you are alone. Like the ice cream man who grew up after being trampled by the ice cream clown, you will be crushed by the clown again and mixed into the snow, like that , die alone.

Living in the world, I just want to swallow all the troubles in a clever way of "promise".

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  • Young Woman: [about his onset dementia] I'm sorry that y-you're...

    Father: That's okay. Truth is, I'm looking forward to when it gets very bad and I don't have to remember that I can't remember!

  • Young Woman: Coming home is terrible whether the dogs lick your face or not; whether you have a wife or just a wife-shaped loneliness waiting for you. Coming home is terribly lonely, so that you think of the oppressive barometric pressure back where you have just come from with fondness, because everything's worse once you're home. You think of the vermin clinging to the grass stalks, long hours on the road, roadside assistance and ice creams, and the peculiar shapes of certain clouds and silences with longing because you did not want to return. Coming home is just awful. And the home-style silences and clouds contribute to nothing but the general malaise. Clouds, such as they are, are in fact suspect, and made from a different material than those you left behind. You yourself were cut from a different cloudy cloth, returned, remaindered, ill-met by moonlight, unhappy to be back, slack in all the wrong spots, seamy suit of clothes dishrag-ratty, worn. You return home moon-landed, foreign; the Earth's gravitational pull an effort now redoubled, dragging your shoelaces loose and your shoulders etching deeper the stanza of worry on your forehead. You return home deepened, a parched well linked to tomorrow by a frail strand of... Anyway... You sigh into the onslaught of identical days. One might as well, at a time... Well... Anyway... You're back. The sun goes up and down like a tired whore, the weather immobile like a broken limb while you just keep getting older. Nothing moves but the shifting tides of salt in your body. Your vision blears. You carry your weather with you, the big blue whale, a skeletal darkness. You come back with X-ray vision. Your eyes have become a hunger. You come home with your mutant gifts to a house of bone. Everything you see now, all of it: bone.