Rue has been fighting since birth, she doesn't want to leave the womb, she has no expectations for this world. When they talked, Rue was confused, she knew that her future was bullshit, and many people's futures were bullshit, so she felt nothing. Of course, she could also make excuses that she would live in a crappy New York apartment with Jules in the future and be together forever.
Jules is different. When she talks about what the city will look like in the future, she shows infinite yearning and anticipation. Everything Jules does is to make herself better, even if it is yp, self-harm, she is looking forward to her upgrade and become the next upgrade.
Rue and Jules are two different people, and that's why Jules is Rue's drug, and Rue is terrified as she sinks deeper and deeper. Jules asked her why she didn't kiss her deeply, why didn't she kiss her now, Rue was also timid, she was even a little scared, so Rue didn't get on the train and escape from here, even though she made the proposal, she knew she couldn't control Jules, Her mood changed with Jules, like a drug high when she was high and a dizzy pain when she was low. Rue's mother is right. When you tell her that the future has infinite possibilities and a bright future, the helpless thing is that the right to choose is Rue's own, and Rue has no expectations in his heart.
So she relapsed.
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