I've been a little depressed recently, because I'm suddenly thinking, how can I get to the top of my life as soon as possible, win Bai Fumei, laugh arrogantly, and counterattack Gao Fushuai.
This thought caused me to be unable to focus on the things at hand at the moment. I was full of thinking about re-examination for a postgraduate study and going to Peking University Guanghua School of Management to change the trajectory of my life. The Internet wave started a business according to its own Idea and became a CEO, dropped out of school and took the civil servant exam to serve the people and embarked on an official career. . . . So I went to the Internet and bought books on "creating wealth" such as Top of the Wave, Savage Growth, and What You Can Do for 100 Million Dollars. I also bought the Dragon Clan in the south of the Yangtze River and YY just to get by (PS: It is highly recommended for children over 18 and 16-year-olds) The following adults buy it, other age groups should give up).
Finally, one day I convinced myself that greatness is achieved through hard work (actually what Feng Lun said, 囧). SO, focus on the moment, improve skills, exercise, listen to the boss's arrangements, work hard for the teacher, and reassure the family, ah, I prepared (boiled) a large pot of chicken soup for myself, it seems to have a remarkable effect, I can feel at ease Work, play, rest, read.
However, I always felt something was missing.
Life is so long. After watching the "real life" life of a bunch of madmen in Aunt Mei's house, after watching Dazui suddenly smile indifferently in the car, watching Lao Mo cry and say "Doesn't it sound nice" ” After watching the second child crying and fleeing by car, and watching Aunt May helplessly looking for the embrace of the Indiana girl, the heart that had been holding on was suddenly relieved.
As Aunt May said: The shoe box contains a joke, a destruction of the beautiful dreams of innocent children. And all of this was done by Aunt May's mother. So, I'm just so mean and sharp, just so aggressive.
Everyone's life is determined by the environment, character, destiny, trend, after all, people can't fight against the whole world. If you want to gain pure freedom, like Charles Maugham wrote, you must peel off the layers of social pluses. Some of the coats you give to yourself are easy to take off, and some are already integrated with yourself. How can you get a new life without getting bruised and bruised!
I don’t think I have that kind of ability to fight against fate. Even if I have the courage, I don’t think I have the capital to fight against fate. I am a small family from an unknown county. Dirty stories all come from books, movies and gossip, and I've never seen it with my own eyes.
However, in the midst of the pain of life slowly, to embrace "Inner Peace" to observe everything, listen to everything, understand everything, use all this experience to shape yourself, give birth to yourself, give up all comparisons with others, put aside all and If you are worrying about your worries, just be yourself and let fate speak!
Suddenly I remembered a conversation~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me: What do you want to do when you grow up?
Kid: I'm going to be an Andy Hall!
Me: Who is Andy Hall?
Child fucking: That's his name.
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