i will look forward to every friday

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There are many moments in a person's life that we may not remember all of, but not all of them will pass. There is always a moment, always keeping our hearts in its moment. We cannot break free by ourselves. People who are rejected by their mothers will not have a good life, such as Fei, such as Steve in this movie. Such people are prone to destruction. When he was young, Steve was abandoned by his mother. Although he was adopted by a family, he was not as close as his own life. Later, he worked hard to be a good man, a good husband, father, had a perfect family, and even became a policeman. But only he knows that these are not what he wants. He is gay. He just wanted to use his position as a policeman to find his mother - he wanted to ask her why? That day, wearing his police uniform, he knocked on his biological mother's door like a successful spiritual guy. He saw in the room that her mother's family was enjoying themselves. And his mother, whom he finally found, turned him away. At that moment he understood: she didn't recognize him, she didn't want him. Then he had an accident with his car. At the moment closest to death, he suddenly felt that he should live for himself. So he left his wife and daughter. Go live a cool life with your lover Jimmy. Just living a life of lavish love with a lover requires a lot of money to support. And in order to give Jimmy and himself a better life, he discovered one of his talents - fraud. He seems to be a natural liar, good at using all the gaps and information to create opportunities for himself. It's just that the good times didn't last long, and he went to jail. His whole life has been tossing back and forth between the outside world and the prison since he started to let himself go. In prison, his life can still be said to be like a duck to water. One day, there was a fight in the prison, he looked at it like a lively, but saw a man - a gay. Blonde, weak gay. Everyone was watching the excitement and booing, but he was the only one who avoided it, no one dared to watch it, and hurried away without wanting to mix anything. Steve knew he was the one he was looking for. That blond man's name is Philip Morris. In order to get to know him, Steve begins to capture his heart with his lies and his ability to be like a duck to water no matter the circumstances. In his eyes it is imperative. In fact, as long as it is what he wants to do, there is nothing impossible. Like passing a note to Morris, moving to Morris's jail, paying for a lesson The man who always quarrelled with Morris to sleep that night... The love between him and Morris was just like the domineering president in a romance novel who fell in love with a little white flower. Those who love each other are heaven everywhere. Once, Morris begged the warden to play a piece of music, and then the two danced affectionately to the music. They also watch movies together and eat the surprise lunch Steve prepared for them. Morris was intoxicated with the love of this perfect charismatic man, protected and nourished by him. Until one day, Steve was transferred to another prison. For the parting lover, he could no longer care about his cowardice, he chased him all the way, even to the playground he never dared to set foot on. In love, separation is only for reunion. One day, Morris was released on bail by lawyers. He was led out with a blank look on his face and saw Steve in a suit - he was the lawyer. In fact, he's not a lawyer - Steve, who got out of jail, used a little trick to pretend to be a lawyer and got Morris out on bail. They are finally free together. Then, Morris, who was convinced of Steve's legal status, entrusted him to help his friend file a lawsuit. Steve didn't want to ruin his image of being omnipotent in front of his lover and agreed. Unexpectedly, out of luck and the superiors' sympathy for the weak, he won the lawsuit. Since then, he has become more and more daring in the matter of defrauding. He swindled into the position of a corporate financial director. Like God's darling, or the stupid people around him - a joke he made up can go viral. He played around with the people around him. And relying on financial gaps, he opened an account for himself to steal the company's profits. Morris, increasingly uneasy about their increasingly wealthy lives, sensed that Steve's money was coming in too quickly. Finally, Steve's small vault will be discovered by the company's superiors. He quickly wanted to take Morris away with the money while his superiors were investigating. But Morris grew increasingly disappointed with him. Because he found out that Steve had been lying to him all the time. He's also a fraudster, an opportunist. So Morris left him, and Steve went to prison after a failed suicide attempt, and escaped with his own mind, renting a luxury car, and going to Morris with flowers and champagne in hand. This time, Morris came to his senses. It turned out that he was not even a lawyer in the first place. But he still loves him. just when they are ready When they got back together, the police came to arrest Steve again. Morris felt deceived again - Steve was a deceitful person, he was never responsible for their future, and even came to him to escape from prison by deception. Steve is very good, funny, cute, handsome and attractive, a perfect lover, who can make surprises from time to time, and has a strong ability, as if he was born to shine on the stage, which makes people fascinated by him. But he couldn't give Morris the security and trust he wanted. This time they went to jail together. (Possibly because Steve pretended to be a lawyer to bail Morris out before) In prison, Morris and Steve broke up. People with childhood trauma have a hard time building self-awareness. They don't know who they are, and they don't get the confirmation and guidance from the outside world. They are full of insecurities, so they smash themselves to pieces in order to adapt to the environment and face others. They are rebuilding themselves anytime and anywhere to cater to the outside world. They always long to love and be needed. Steve's life has been stuck in the childhood when he learned that he was adopted - abandoned by his mother. Why, why did you leave me? why not me? am I bad? Is it my fault? He needs love, the security of being needed. Those big houses, luxury cars, and extravagant lives are the confirmation of his self-worth, the vassal of his charisma, and through the people he loves, he has been shaping himself. He always maintains his strong energy, and tries his best to specialize in tricks. He takes every step of the way, and even prepares the medicine for his own suicide, in order to ensure that he can do it without others. If there must be one persistent and only sincere thing in his life, it can only be his love for Morris. His love for Morris made him discover more of his abilities, and in his love, he was a protector and a leader. Only facing Morris can he be the best man. And he didn't want and couldn't lose him. Steve, who was in prison this time, was ready to change his mind. But soon he was emaciated and weak - he was diagnosed with AIDS. At the end of his life, he got a call from Morris. Everything can be false, all words can be mistrusted, only love is real and perceptible. Sometimes we can be angry, hate, annoy at a person...but always remember to peel those back to see the deeper feelings hidden beneath them, and don't be stingy about telling that person. This is calm and self-reflection. A few days later, Morris was Call a lawyer. This time, open the door - guess who? Morris never had a lawyer—it was Steve. How did he come back to life in front of Morris? Steve escaped from prison five times in his life and mentioned it on Friday, just because it was Morris's birthday.

Such a desperate preference is really exciting.

Originally published in Personal Public Account: Sun-dried tomatoes in Tel Aviv

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