Slowly, I understand

Helen 2022-11-10 14:56:25

I don't think I would have seen this movie if it wasn't for any random selection. In order to kill me who was waiting for the work notification, in order to pass the boring time, I lay in bed and quietly enjoyed this big-eyed performance. Although I can't remember some of the content, the emotion he conveyed to me is profound to me. I received it, and today, a week later, in retrospect, I feel it more deeply.

People always think that the first love is unforgettable, she will really make you feel unbearable, after the experience, every experience that makes you give your true feelings will make you unforgettable, time will dilute him, but in the process, you lie alone On the bed, the turbulent memories will tell you about your ruthless devotion, every flower and tree, even a single word of a thing, will make you feel unbearable, will make people full of destructive desire, and destroy some beautiful things. Smash walls, smash glass, raze entire houses to the ground.

The most frightening thing is that it feels like a poison, a chronic attack, and the sinking deeper and deeper. At first, you don't want to hear anything about her, you don't want to think about this person, and slowly, you want to talk to a stranger. Because if you don't, the cruel memory will make you ironic.

Maybe you are thinking too much and seek physical comfort from strangers, but you know that it will make you more empty, more helpless, and completely reduced to a prisoner of pain, yes, talk about it for a while For nothing else, pretend to forget her, forget everything, at least pretend to get a good night's sleep, before the memory floods into your mind the next morning.

Hate is more real and heart-wrenching than love. You want to hate, but you can't, and you can only struggle in the abyss of pain and entanglement.

Sometimes the world is too noisy and you want to concentrate on one thing, so that you can forget everything. This world is too quiet, even in Times Square, you are the only one, listening to the music with the volume turned up to the maximum, clearing the bullshit in your head, crazy, turning, I am alone, who can How am I.

You pretend to destroy all traces of her while trying to keep everything. Those "legacy" that can make you warm again. But could not stay. Let it go, before you lose your last dignity.

There will also be a day long after that, someone can re-warm your heart and gently wipe your wounds when you are covered in bruises. Gives you the hope of picking up the courage to move on with your life.

May there be true love to look back on, and share the white head with deep love

F*CK

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Demolition quotes

  • Davis: Dear Champion Vending Company: I put five quarters in your machine and proceeded to push B2, which should have given me peanut M&M's. Regrettably, it did not. I found this upsetting, as I was very hungry, and also my wife had died ten minutes earlier.

  • Davis: You must be Chris.

    Chris: You fucking my mom?

    Davis: No, I'm not. We were just sleeping...

    Chris: [interrupts] She's fucking crazy. If you haven't noticed, she's a fucking pothead. She calls it cannabis 'cause it makes her feel like less of a fucking pothead.

    Davis: You say fuck a lot.

    Chris: So?

    Davis: So you're just not using it properly.

    Chris: The fuck does that mean?

    Davis: That's what I mean. Fuck is a great word, but if you use it too much then it just loses its value and you sound stupid.

    Chris: Fuck you.

    Davis: Exactly. I feel nothing and you sound like an idiot. Have a good one.

    [Davis leaves]

    Chris: Who the f...

    [thinks about it]