Maybe when we were young, we were all like ed, doing whatever we wanted and being free. Later, we discovered that life has its meaning, and we were unwilling to follow the crowd, so we embarked on the journey of finding and realizing the meaning of life like ed, and happily said byebye to the past, and like faye, cheered on our future self.
Later, we met some people, who let us spy on the beauty of life and let us understand why we are alive. Like julia is to Spike, vicious is to gren, maybe Spike is to faye.
Later, we were abandoned. We all know that the bottom line is that we are not that important to that person. Just like jet's ex who would rather run away with a wanted criminal than return to jet's side to live in peace. But we don't want to admit that we still miss that person and the time they spent with him. Countless times he stared at the pocket watch his predecessor left him like jet, looked at old photos like gren, and turned the music box that vicious gave him.
Once there is news of that person, we will go to him without hesitation. Who told him to be the one who made me understand love? Who made me forget that time? Who told me that I could never fall in love with anyone after leaving him? Who gave me the hope of a good life when I was most hopeless?
Sometimes I ask myself, do I still love this person? The answer is vague. It seems that there is no feeling of love anymore, but I just can't let go. If you can't cut the past with him face to face, you can't seriously think about how to live in the future. Spike said he seemed to have had a long dream. jet told the man to take care of her and threw away the pocket watch.
Jet is happy, he has really broken the past and can be himself now. Spike gave his life to break, he was unfortunate. When he first learned about love and decided to elope, Julia didn't come. After a long time, he waited for julia's response. Before he could think about the future, julia died. But he is also happy. At one time, he was like a vicious orphan who had no destination, who neither loved nor was loved by others. Later, he learned to be grateful to those mao people, and he understood love after being with julia. And vicious has not been able to understand. The moment before Spike died, I think he was happy.
faye is unfortunate. She couldn't stop. She has nowhere to go. Her life is like a joke, and everyone involved with her has almost left her. And she has passed the age where she dares to venture into the arena alone. She finally remembered the past, but the past was too far away to pursue. She finally found out that the lawyer and liar once really loved her, and she was also a person worthy of love. She finally decided to go back to bebop, plucking up the courage to take bebop as her home. She finally just started to like a man a little bit. But the man said that time with her was just a dream. The future she had just decided to cherish was gone.
Spike shouldn't have let faye look him in the eye before leaving. Then Spike turned into a tabby cat after the death of the white cat, and found the graveyard hero. But since then, Faye is the one who looks at the past with one eye and the present with the other.
Nowhere to go from here.
Since then life is forced by time.
I hope that when I see ed again, she is a brave cowgirl who is not afraid of loneliness and knows how to love and be loved. Hope she is cherished and has friends and lovers. Don't be like us, who didn't want others to intervene in the past, and can only walk alone in the future.
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