On the morning of January 1, she said she would come over to celebrate my birthday. I said no, it's not a big birthday.
She insisted, yes. Wuxi to Nanjing, 90 minutes, the time for a middle school exam. Eating, shopping, everything is business as usual, but both of them suddenly understand that silence is golden.
Then at night, the quarrel as usual. The doll burst into tears, and a strong sense of guilt invaded immediately, and she couldn't say anything more. Pull her into his arms, wipe the tears from her face for the last time, and then she finally said, let's break up.
One o'clock in the morning, January 2, 25th birthday.
Men are stupid and always like to decide things in their own right. FAYE says so.
JET's X said, your watch has been stopped at that time, and for me, it was a long time ago.
Halfway through her birthday on the 2nd, I said, take her to the train station and come back. So, Nanjing Station is the last time I have with her. Then come back and announce the breakup. Then, continue to drink half the wine.
Most of the projects I am in charge of are in Xuzhou, and people are on business trips for a long time when there are many things to do. I am used to all kinds of wine tables, I am used to taking a nap on the train, and I am used to cleaning the house after returning home. By the way, I got the mortgage and got the key, so I moved out from my parents to live alone.
One day, when I went back to the company and cleared the job at hand, the boss came over and asked me when I planned to get married. I remember that I was grinning and saying that I was tired of the previous one, and I was about to find the next one to change my taste.
In the past two or three months, she sometimes texted me, complaining about things at work; when I came across it online, she would talk about trivial things from the past. I always smiled and reminded her to quickly find a good man to marry, it is not good to be robbed by others.
Then there was a dead silence.
On the train back to Nanjing on December 31, I suddenly realized that a year has passed.
In the car, laugh, laugh, laugh, something laughs out.
It turns out that, as long as you don't think about it, time will dilute everything.
During Chinese New Year, she asked me if I would want her back if I came to Nanjing to find me. She said that she has experienced a lot this year. She used to be ignorant, but now she is willing to give up her job there and come to me.
Not a single ripple. After more than a year of walking alone, what should be used will always be used, and what should be dull will become dull. Our love is dead. really dead.
There is a beginning and there is an end.
So I can only say, even if I miss you now, it is definitely not who you are now.
However, then I found out that the only thing I can recall last year, except for business trips, was the slap on the shoulder of S4 in the painful CWOW.
Suddenly I envy SPITE. He said all day that he had died once, but he still had a Julia to look for; and my Julia had stopped in the past; and since there was no way to go back, what could I do. If you give me that game that can go back to the past, maybe I will die in the past like Li Xianji.
SPITE has fallen on the final stage, but he and Julia can farm and weave in heaven, knowing each other;
FAYE can't do anything, can't go back, and can't leave.
Children look forward to growing up while listening to fairy tales, but real adults will envy Ai De. At this age, I no longer have the courage to abandon everything and start from scratch. Ed or Ain are just fairy tales for adults.
One of my eyes is looking at the past and the other is looking at the present.
This man who said that he was not going to die, just to confirm whether he was still alive, finally got rid of the past with a "bang"; and I still have no way of knowing how to end his past.
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