I remember the first time I saw Paris, Texas, a long time ago, during a boring summer vacation. Maybe I was swept away by the surging heat wave, or maybe it was because I didn't eat lunch and caused an endocrine disorder. I, who had always been heartless, felt at that moment that I was even more lonely than Chavis, with this self-pity. Ai's emotions, I started to think about something, something related to loneliness.
First of all, where does loneliness come from? Does a person feel lonely first and then escape from the crowd, or does one become more lonely after leaving the crowd first. Gradually, I am more willing to believe that it is probably the loneliness in the heart that causes the loneliness in the behavior. How lonely people imagine themselves, or how lonely people think they are, how lonely they eventually become. But perhaps, after experiencing loneliness, people realize that they are lonely people after all, and then they realize that it is better to be alone all the time. Whenever I lose sleep in the dead of night, or I accidentally get some kind of infection, I occasionally think about it, I am lonely in my heart and behavior, I am lonely in my heart but not lonely in my behavior, and I am not lonely in my heart but lonely in my behavior. Compare these three Get up, which is more pitiful? I think the first one is the most pitiful, but it is also the most free, the most loyal to oneself, the most capricious, the most selfish, the happiest, and the most difficult to achieve.
We're not allowed to run away from crowds just because we're lonely, we just pretend to be having fun like everyone else, and I often hate doing some pointless stuff with some people at some time and place He asked himself why he was wasting time and life here, but he just couldn't seize the opportunity to leave. I will think of Soruji Kataoka and Xinye Inoue. I think people will inevitably fall into the spiritual world they live in from time to time, but if you want to indulge in such an emotionless space for a lifetime and hide the true loneliness in your heart, it must be the most tiring. That's why Chavis finally chose to quietly watch his wife and children reunite from a distance and leave silently. He clearly understood that he had been off track for too long and too far, and he could never return to the civilized world of mankind. Of course, this is the most free, the most loyal to oneself, the most willful, the most selfish, the happiest, and the most difficult to achieve. No one can easily cut off all blood, abandon all responsibilities, and throw away all Fame and fortune, just to practice loneliness.
I can't imagine what happened in the four years that Chavis disappeared to allow the accumulated loneliness to finally drown out the call of family. But it is undeniable that family love once gave the despairing him the possibility to smile again, and no matter how lonely the soul is, it will yearn for the comfort of family love. Or think about how hard it is to lose a loved one, and maybe you can appreciate the preciousness of family love. People will call a woman who has lost her husband a widow, a man who has lost a wife a widower, and a child who has lost a parent as an orphan. These words sound so pathetic, they make one feel sympathetic, and when you think about a parent who has lost a child, they even There is no title at all. I think people must think that it is too cruel, and they can't bear to call them any. Therefore, people in real life, no matter how lonely they are in their hearts, should try to make themselves not so lonely, because there is always a place that can always accommodate themselves, lonely self, desperate self, selfish self yourself, and there will always be someone who will tell you, who will encourage you, that everything will be fine.
So, thank each of your loved ones, and give yourself more confidence. Maybe in the future I will also go to Paris, Texas, wandering aimlessly in this desolate land, looking for the traces left by those who do not exist. If you and I meet by chance there, whether it's years or decades later, and if you see water getting the ends of my hair wet, please say to me, look, your hair is wet.
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