Dear Simon,
So glad to see you have a happy ending love story like a fairy tale as you deserve. Just like you said, you “have one huge-ass secret”, or I can say “had”. Well, I had that secret, too . But I guess each gay guy has their own story, right? You are luck to have open-minded parents, kind friends and sensible teachers. I guess I get those as well.
But the thing is I never meet my “Blue”. Throughout the 22 years of my life, I haven't feel that way to any person, ever. Sometime I even wonder if I will meet my Mr. Right or not in the rest of my life. As a gay guy, life is hard enough, but finding a guy you love who loves you back in the same time is harder, and let alone managing a long-term relationship. At times, I feel lonely. Not literally “lonely”, cause I get plenty of friends and I always get busy of studying. But more than like having a feeling that something is missing in my life, mabye is like a shoulder to lean on, a hand to cling with, or sometime is one's lips to kiss, one's body to caress. Well, this is more dirty than I thought in my mind haha.
Anyway, I even don't know what I'm talking about. Probably just a grievance about my empty love life in the small hours of 3:00 am. So, good night.
Love, Derek
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