300 jins of cherished, fat means she can't get any help and sympathy. When she was in junior high school, boys of the same age bullied her in groups, while girls of the same age had natural colored glasses for fatness. Don't want to be friends with her:
And it's not because she's fat? She wouldn't be if she wasn't that fat! So fat is the original sin, she has to lose weight! Fat people are delicious, lack self-control, lazy, dirty and stupid...
She didn't get any sympathy because she was fat. There was malice all around, and Zhen Ai had thorns all over her body. She stared fiercely at everything outside with her eyes. She was very bad to everyone, and some people who wanted to know her were dissed back by her. Zhen Ai was very self-respecting. , what happened to her: being abused by her mother, raped by her father... These things can't be told to those who want to help her, she rudely avoided other people's concerns, and cut off the good intentions of others with a rather rude dialogue .
She went home and willingly became her mother's little slave, cooking for her, buying her cigarettes, and enduring her own mother smashing dishes on her fat brain, beating and scolding for being a mother's punching bag. ...
It is difficult for Zhen Ai to face a loveless family. She would rather lie to herself, fantasize that she is beautiful, mother, she loves herself, but she expresses her love in a different way. She is attracting attention on the stage, and there is a handsome man who is about to be caught. She is fascinated...
She looked in the mirror, the beautiful girl in the mirror was her fantasy, her eyes were calm and confident, she was slim, and she was white.
She is satisfied.
After the fantasy, Zhen Ai returned to the real world where she was powerless and struggling: two pig trotters were stewed in the pot (Zhen Ai felt like her own fat hands), the creaking spring bed shook, and the poisonous woman on the sofa always beat and scolded her. (This is her own mother), she blames Zhenai for stealing her man, her man should be with herself, not with her fat bitch.
In the end, she took the ceramic plate and smashed it hard at Zhen Ai's forehead, ending it all.
Zhen Ai fell to the ground, and her plump body did not receive any help. Maybe she was a fat person who could withstand beatings, and her mother would not take her too seriously. Zhen Ai loved her mother and would not resist.
When she was beaten, would she think: It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I'm so fat, if I'm a little thinner, will I be beaten, will I get sympathy from other people's eyes, and my mother will be proud to be slim Daughter, teachers and classmates will help her, she can live without being so sad?
She must have thought so.
But would she really do what she wanted if she became slender? Will dad take care of his ticklish jb, be a good dad and don't be a child molester pedophile? Will mom love her because she's slim and beautiful?
Because of her jealousy, her mother stole the man, forced her to eat high-fat food, and forced her to gain weight. Zhen Ai fulfilled her mother's wish according to the order. She thought: If you are fat, will you not be liked by men? Does it mean that you are not sexually attractive to men?
Obesity is armor and her way of self-protection. She has to eat hard to protect herself from being forced by her father. She has to eat to please her mother, who must like obedient and good girls.
But she didn't avoid being raped, she didn't get the love of her mother, she didn't get either. She also has to endure the colored glasses of boys of the same age: a 300-pound dinosaur monster! Down with her! Justice executed!
Zhenai is only 16 years old, but her whole face is very old, like a 30.40-year-old African-American woman. She must be very tired, and every day is painful just to live. I even prayed viciously in my heart: I cherish you and die like this. I cried after thinking about it.
Cherish her is undoubtedly strong, and the 16-year-old girl went to grab food to fill her stomach without her mother giving her money. She went to a special school, which specializes in teaching illiterate people. Here she met a gentle and kind female teacher, and also met an illiterate classmate like her who could not recognize the letters ABC.
(Here I saw someone say that she is still illiterate at 16, so she has no problem with herself? Personally, I have a trivial idea: Zhenai is illiterate and has no way out, so she will be trapped at home for the rest of her life. To prevent Zhen Ai from going to school for education, she must be illiterate and can't run if she breaks her wings.
If I had a family like this, I wouldn't be able to study hard, I wouldn't be so strong, I couldn't bear it, I would go crazy. )
The female teacher patiently guided Zhen Ai to spell. Zhen Ai didn't dare at first, saying she couldn't do it, the shadow of the past shrouded her, her classmates laughed at her fat, her mother called her stupid, Zhen Ai was extremely inferior, how could a fool like her recognize words? But the female teacher was not impatient. , always holding the card and telling Zhen Ai: read it.
At this time, the eyes of true love lost the viciousness that they had at the beginning. The teacher corrected her pronunciation problem and gave her a notebook to encourage her to write and read. Zhenai finally accepted the help and tried to piece together the fragments of her life and try to express it. Describe her life.
About a girl who was abused by her mother and raped by her father who wanted to marry her as a bride.
This is a cherished story.
She narrated all this to the social worker completely. She was wearing a blue knitted sweater, and she didn't start the crazy frenzy that was showing her teeth and claws to keep others from peeping.
One last shot: She is walking down the busy street with her baby in her arms, and she decides to finish high school and then go to college.
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