The pain in love is very strange. She is like a green plum in April. It's sour and unbearable. The more pain, the more love, and the more love, the more pain. This kind of pain will become addictive for a long time, and the deteriorating feelings will only hurt others and hurt themselves.
Benigno was fat, short, baby-faced, a kind man, at least he thought so.
When he was at home, he liked to stand in front of the window, through the glass window, quietly looking at a girl opposite who was studying ballet. The girl is holding her hair in a bun, with red-brown hairpins and dark brown hair. Her figure is well-proportioned. She stretches her arms, taps her toes, and rotates gracefully. Her body shows a natural rhythm, coordination and beauty. This is a body full of youth and fragrance of flowers. Her name is Alicia.
Benino just watched quietly, he accompanied her with his eyes, spun with her, and walked past his window with her.
Accidents always happen. One day, Arisia was walking home when she lost her wallet. Of course, she couldn't escape the eyes that had been with her all the time. He ran downstairs and returned the wallet to her, "Where are you going?" "Go home." "Is it convenient for me to accompany you? I just have nothing to do" "Okay, but I want to go home." Strange After the conversation, they met. On the way, Arisia told him that he likes dancing, traveling, and movies, especially silent movies. Her house was not far away, and she was there in a while. She thanked him, and crossed the road and entered the house.
Benino did not pursue any further action. As usual, he silently watched her from across the street and accompanied her every day.
One day, Arisia didn't show up at his window as usual, he waited and waited, but still didn't show up, his life rhythm was disrupted, and he couldn't wait to see her. Aricia's father was a psychiatrist, and Benino called him and came to Aricia's house on the pretext of making an appointment. After a random chat with Alicia's father, he went out. Suddenly, he heard the sound of water in the room at the end of the corridor on the right, he turned his head, what seemed to be the graceful silhouette of Aricia reflected on the glass window full of water vapor. He walked towards the room unconsciously, pushed open the door, and put the familiar red-brown hairpin on the table, which he picked up and put in his pocket. "What are you doing here?" "Don't be nervous, I just want to come and see you, I won't hurt you." Benino walked out with Alicia's inexplicable eyes.
Before that, Benino gave me the impression that he was a kind-hearted old man. He took care of his mother for 20 years, during which time he studied to be a nurse, a makeup artist, a beautician and a hairdresser, he combed, cut, dyed and manicured her mother's hair. On the balcony at home, there are also many kinds of unnamed flowers, and he always takes care of them very carefully, and there is always only one Alicia in his heart. From this point of view, Benino is a perfect family man, a high-quality otaku.
Is that right?
Can one really fall in love with a stranger?
If this is the case, will I fall in love with you today, and see things differently tomorrow? Benino's love has always been hidden in his heart, and only he knows this feeling. In the past, I was very willing to believe in love at first sight, but now I don't believe it, and I can't tell how it changed. In my opinion now, love at first sight is always about appearance, and there may be something ethereal like temperament. Love at first sight is just a moment of surprise, a second of throbbing. We encounter this kind of throbbing every day, but the successful cases always stay in the movies, and we often just pass by in reality. Of course, someone must have seized this second and wanted to turn it into a lifetime, but we will eventually find that the throbbing is not unique. Seize this second, what about the next second? Throbbing is not love.
Love can be selfish or tolerant, but it is definitely not perverted.
The scene where Benino slips into Arisia's room terrifies me, it's perversion, it's paranoia, it's voyeurism, it could just be a longing for the unknown, but that's not what love is supposed to be.
Although they only spoke once, Benino could see her every day and accompany her in his imagination every day. Arisia had become his habit, a part of his life, and he thought he fell in love with her. she.
Arisia never went to class again, and when she saw her again, she had become a vegetable because of a car accident.
Because Benino has a good reputation in nursing, Arisia's father hired him as a specialized nurse in Arcilia. He is very helpful and his colleagues in the hospital are very fond of him. Aricia's father, Mr. Loncero often visits his daughter in the hospital. Once, Benino was giving Aricia a leg massage. Mr. Loncero politely asked him about his sexuality. Benino told him that he It is more male and already has a partner.
Four years, so far.
During these four years, he helped Alicia trim her nails, record her menstruation, and scrub her body. He was very professional and attentive. He would sit on the balcony with Alicia, basking in the sun and chatting about how to decorate their shared house. During his vacation, he would go to the ballet and the movies. He had watched almost all the silent films, and he would tell them to Alicia when he came back. "These four years have been the happiest days in my life. I accompany Arisia and do what she likes to do, but it's a pity that I can't travel."
People say that company is the longest confession of love, maybe. But this sentence does not apply to our hero and heroine, for four years, Arisia did not say a word, she just lay there, no consciousness, no feelings, not even knowing if she existed. All the harmony and beauty are just fantasies of Benigno. He expresses his love in his own way. He takes care of her carefully, talks to her constantly, and talks about the interesting things he encounters every day, but Alicia does not In response, not a word. This is not love.
On this day, Benino watched a silent film "Shrinking Lover". After returning, he told Arisia as usual, but this time he raped Arisia. Arisia was pregnant, and the film did not explain whether they had only had a one-time relationship. Two months later, it was revealed and Benino was jailed.
In my opinion, the act of "raping" is just because we see it in the third person. Maybe in Benino's view, this is just a normal behavior when they are deeply in love. He uses sex to express deeper desires, use sex to occupy, and use sex to vent his anguish in his heart. He hates Arisia's indifference and hate. She turned a blind eye to her own, and used sex to relieve her loneliness for many years. He wanted a living Alicia who could respond to his ardent feelings. He waited too long, so he settled for the next best thing, choosing to have a crystallization of himself and Arisia. "Shrinked Lover" is just the trigger for this.
Eight months later, the child was born, a dead baby, and Alicia woke up, but she didn't know what had happened. Benigno was emotionally unstable, and the lawyer was worried that he could not bear the reality, so he told him that the child was dead and Aricia was still in a coma.
"I don't want to live in a world without Arisia, a place where I can't even get her hairpin" "Dear Mark, it's still raining, I think it's a good sign, the day Arisia was in the car accident. It's raining, and I'm writing to you just before running away, hoping that the medicine I've taken will be enough to make me unconscious, and I'll be able to meet her again." This is what Benino gave to him before he died. Words left by friend Mark. Mark is a witness to it all.
Mark rented an apartment on the street of Benino, where he could see Aricia from time to time as he gradually regained his ability to move. One day, they met at the theater, Arisia didn't know him, but I could read doubts in her eyes, as if I had this person in my subconscious.
"Are you all right?" Alicia asked.
"I don't know." The
dance drama began, Mark sat in the front row, Arisia was in the back row, Mark turned around, the two smiled at each other, and the film ended.
I don't know what the last scene of the movie means? But on the whole, the film is divided into three parts, 1, Lydia and Mark 2, Arcilia and Benino 3, Mark and Alicia, the first two paragraphs each explain a love story, logically speaking Of course it should be love. After awakening, Alicia and Mark are together? I dare not think about it.
Because this is a bit cruel to Benino, but maybe this is a good thing for Aricia and Mark. Although the dead are bigger, the living are actually more important. No matter what the outcome is, I hope Aricia can spend this happily. lifetime.
Benino is a dedicated person, who is a bit scary in his devotion, addicted to lovesickness, and a madman in love. But love needs two people after all, and it is only yourself who is moved by one-sided efforts. Two people live a dull life, and occasionally quarrel and quarrel, this is love.
In addition, in addition to the plot, the background music of the film is even more surprising, she has been flowing slowly, the language is so pale, it is unspeakable beauty.
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