A single man
fear, loneliness, despair, true love, life, hope, tragedy
Life seems to be like this, always give you what you don't want, let us despair, as the hero said, afraid of waking up. Then, start a cycle that repeats 10,000 times a day. There is no hope, everything is despair, why do you make me happy, and how can I be happy?
There is no expectation, no love, and no emotional sustenance in a person's heart. For him, life is just survival, there is no life at all.
The man who wanted to end his life woke up every day from that depressing, breathless dream, that cold kiss, that pain of parting. Sixteen years of living together day and night, the kind of irreplaceable true love that can't be denied by anything, once lost, that kind of pain. Who will understand?
Sanmao said that the one who left first was lucky, because the one who stayed had to bear such pain. It's because of her that she is really reluctant to let her loved ones let loneliness swallow her soul and slowly devour her soul in every silent night. The pain cannot be described in words.
He chose today, today is the end of life, the last day, an ordinary day. He tried his best to make himself behave as usual, the same way of getting up, eating, dazed, and the scenes of the past, stinging him.
The eyes, or those who could read him, felt his paleness. Even he himself can't hide it. In the last lesson, he spoke of fear. Fear of dying alone, fear of not being recognized, fear of life, fear of memory, fear of this endless repetition.
True love is destined, no matter how you pretend to be, that kind of recognition is your feeling, that kind of cherishing feeling. There is no need to work hard. God has given us this ability, this sense of true love, so don’t hesitate at all. If you feel right, it’s yours.
After being himself, the walking dead self, he thought, it was time to go his own way. It's just that before leaving, he wants to go more comfortably by himself, after all, he is an elegant man.
So, I went out to buy wine, so I had such an "accidental encounter", so I ignited my madness. They test each other, but don't cross the thunder, that kind of ambiguity is just right. I just want to care about you, and you, too, need a friend.
At three o'clock in the middle of the night, in that dream, wake up. Look at that soul and reminisce about your own life. Suddenly, he felt the long-lost silence and purity, this silence. It's like a freshman.
So, the pistol, finally, was put back in the drawer.
A suicide note is no longer needed. When the despair of the past turned to ashes, he was finally reborn like a phoenix in Nirvana.
But life, as always, sends the wrong message at the wrong time.
After the rebirth at that moment, the tragedy, or it cannot be said that this is the case, this result is actually what was expected before, but it was late.
Heart disease, still took his life, in an unexpected way.
Does that love, that same kiss, indicate that in heaven, they can still continue the unfinished saga?
And is it that every such relationship has to experience such a result?
I stood at the crossroads of choice and hesitated.
I still look forward to meeting my true love, that kind of love at first sight, that kind of courage must be yours.
If I can meet him one day, then, I am willing, I am willing to give up everything and let go to pursue that ideal pure land.
But, before that, what should I do?
wait?
Or, surrender, sacrifice, in the name of love?
Destiny made me like this, I don't complain, I am grateful, I am grateful for life for making me so different, so that after experiencing the trajectory of ordinary people, I can resolutely let go, find my own heart, dance my own, truly 's picture scroll. The final swan song is beautiful.
Every stage, the same mind. the same soul. I really hope that I can be like a butterfly, after being dusty. After a long sleep, the cocoon broke and became a butterfly.
Fly with my own wings.
fly in heaven.
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