She, once let us see ourselves.

Abbey 2022-12-21 11:48:27

She fell asleep with a slight headache. Her tears kept lingering. And that tall and shy man, eden, always reminds me of chris, whom I met a few years ago.

"Is this world too tolerant and gives us too many choices and freedoms, so we are so at a loss?

" It's a cheesy story. After the blow of the first marriage, the man refused to give the unruly girl a promise to hold hands. The girl didn't necessarily want him to bet with freedom, but his selfishness and timidity made her doubt the meaning of their being together. until that day. She saw his fiancée natascha. It never occurred to her that it wasn't that he didn't want to marry, he just didn't want to marry her. He wasn't afraid of another promise, he just didn't think she deserved it. then. All the reasons or excuses that she used to persuade herself because of her stubborn love were not alarmed by him. What is more cruel and terrible than the overthrow of the belief in love? Just not wanting to compromise with each other, God took away the happiness she once had at her fingertips, unable to tame each other, so they hurt each other.

"Why her?" Why? She raised her head up to his handsome face in front of the church where he was engaged. The man turned his back to his bride with an apologetic and weak smile, which made her suddenly understand that he was just her passing, passing each other in dazzling colors because of their similar scents, and the only one who could hurt her was herself. If she was not so unwilling and reluctant, but left him to turn around gracefully, who would be tossing and turning at this moment? However, the girl with a fierce heart chooses to confront her illusion of love to the end on the way of insisting on the truth.

The past comes back too early, the future comes too late.
eden didn't miss her soul even though she had fallen. Everything is so perfect. Perfect enough to drive her crazy. However, since she has always been a girl with a flaw in her heart, perfection is not for her. A love without twists and turns, no obstacles or even pain, made her question the truth of her relationship. She is so obsessed with the illusion that her obsession with almost paranoid can't be achieved, she is not destined to be a girl who just sits and enjoys it. The happiness in her hands was more terrifying than what she couldn't get. She couldn't resist temptation. Because that is the evil that she cannot transcend without experiencing it in her heart. So when he showed up with natascha at eden's furniture fair and told her secretly: it does not work out. I will leave. When you know who get interests in... She couldn't simply erase him and him with eden's smiling face of all memories. She is one foot in heaven and one foot in hell, but she knows she can't stop.
She never thought about it, maybe because she is also a tabu for him now and can't get it, so she is becoming the most perfect supplement to a man's dull family life. Supplements are the icing on the cake. Since it's not brocade, of course it doesn't have the weight of brocade.

The fall of flowers is only a matter of time. He uses her love to continue his selfish and unending desire. And why isn't she? Who else is not having such a dream: one can be doted on and cherished and stay together for life, while the other is stunned, entangled with flesh and blood, beautiful and gorgeous? If there is a possibility of complete privacy and security, is there anyone who is willing to guard only one person for a lifetime?

Even though she feels all the time the paleness of desire and the empty truth behind the feelings she clings to, she can't stop. She is afraid of losing Eden's warm eyes, and the once innocent and bright relationship is occupied by her trepidation and lies. She finally confessed, begging his forgiveness. Said that she may be flawed, but didn't he once said that flaws are actually the most beautiful part? She really never knows how to let go. She was never able to leave enough space for the other person and herself to feel safe, relaxed and empowered. She must be cornered and burn the torch. But is she really afraid? I'm thinking. If natascha hadn't suddenly come home from vacation, if natascha hadn't seen her hurriedly dressing in the stairwell, if natascha hadn't fallen, if she and the man had not met in the hospital hall, if the man's first sentence was: are you ok ? Instead of is she ok? Is she really willing to leave the show and end the show? For the resolute love, she only needs a man to give her an excuse to deceive herself, but for the easy happiness, she wants so much, eden's love, tolerance, freedom and dignity. Is that the innate constant need for taboo, love, like moths to a flame, destined to endure more pain than others in order to illuminate the faint light on the other side of the river? If she wants to swim alone, she must endure and suffer.

"to find someone who always loves you no matter what happend is such a difficult thing."

Is there someone we love so deeply, no matter what happens?

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Sex and the City quotes

  • Carrie: I revealed too much too soon. I was emotionally slutty.

  • Carrie: The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them, and others you don't. But, in the end, they're the people you always come home to. Sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself.