Watching process:
I didn't read the plot introduction, I just clicked on it, and there was a slightly hypocritical gasping sound in my ears.
The picture appeared, the female protagonist was sitting on the top of the rock and taking off her shoes, crying while taking it off, oh, it turns out that the foot was injured, well, I think too much... I
reluctantly pulled out the toenail from the bloody toe, a burst of dizziness , and then accidentally rolled down the mountain with the shoe in
hand Throwing it down the mountain, there is personality
but questions follow, why do you come here to climb the mountain?
With the memory of the heroine, I explained the reason:
it turned out that she and her husband divorced.
Although they are divorced, they obviously still love each other, otherwise they would not have gotten tattoos of the same style together before the divorce.
From the dialogue, it can be seen that the heroine actually does not want to divorce, but the husband's attitude is firm, and it seems that there is no room for negotiation.
Divorced and in a bad mood, it's okay to go out to climb the mountain to relax.
However, since they still love, why do they have to get divorced?
The plot continued to develop, and the heroine explained again with her memories:
it turned out that the heroine was depraved, promiscuous with people, and she didn't know who the father of the child was when she was pregnant.
No wonder, they all messed with others, can the husband not get a divorce?
However, why do you want to mess around?
As I recalled, I continued to confess:
It turned out that the heroine was a drug addict, so under the indulgence, she fucked with her drug friends, and even fucked with the guests who came to eat at the restaurant where she worked. In the end, she was caught and raped by her ex-husband, and her ex-husband divorced in anger. ..
Okay, why mess around?
It was not until the end that the root cause of the matter was clearly explained:
it turned out that the heroine's mother had cancer and died at a young age (45 years old).
The heroine couldn't accept the fact that she lost her mother, she was overly sad, she was devastated, she was infected with drugs, and then she had a lot of depraved deeds...
During the whole recall process, she had a relationship with her ex-husband, girlfriend, drug friend, and gun friend. Fragments of the story are interspersed back and forth, but the past with his mother is always running through.
It can be seen that the most difficult thing for the heroine to let go is the mother.
It can be seen that my mother's life was very tragic. She married an alcoholic and was often subjected to domestic violence. In desperation, she ran away with her two children and
worked in a restaurant to earn a meager income to support her family. The family lived in a shabby house. The house, the son has nothing to do all day, the daughter's income is not high, and complains all day long...
However, even in such a difficult living environment, the mother still enjoys hardships, smiles about life, is positive, and has no regrets.
Why? Mother herself said: I never regret it, because I have you! Yes, no matter how hard and tiring the life is, as long as I have you, I can still love you, every day is happy, I feel very happy and satisfied!
Until her death, the last word a mother gave her daughter was also "love".
Perhaps she hoped that her daughter could understand that "'love' is the meaning of life".
About Love:
Throughout the film, love is talked about everywhere.
Ex-husband: Although she is determined to divorce, she still loves the heroine
Girlfriend: Although she hates iron, she still loves her sister and
brother: Although she is idle and treats her family indifferently, she has always loved her family
. Zuo Le and his younger brother's cynicism is dismissive, but in fact, he has always been in love with their
heroine mother: love life, love family, love horses...
little boy's grandmother: love grandson, don't let him say too much to strangers
The little boy's mother; love his son and teach him to sing a lot
Little boy: love his mother, learn to sing well and proudly sing to the heroine
Lost the most important person, lost the love of the mother, so the heroine started a long journey of enlightenment.
Rather than self-salvation, it is more about understanding the meaning of life.
Fortunately, after the initial excessive sadness, self-abandonment, betrayal and separation, and then into the wilderness, after going through hardships, I finally found the answer.
In her own words: It took me years to make me the kind of woman my mom wanted me to be.
Surviving her life taught her that being alive is a miracle.
After hearing the song sung by the little boy, I finally realized that the meaning of life lies in "love".
In fact, everyone is the same. There are nine out of ten unsatisfactory things in life. No one’s life is always smooth sailing. Difficulties and setbacks are inevitable in life.
However, setbacks should not be an excuse for us to fail. On the contrary, we must take advantage of these Difficulties come to sharpen oneself, strengthen oneself, see miracles in hardships, discover beauty in sufferings,
stick to the past, there will be bright sunshine and beautiful rainbows ahead.
Digression:
In fact, time is just an illusion. Everything in the past, present, and future exists at the same time.
In the present moment, we are both the ignorant me in the past, the me who is struggling to survive now, and the me who is fully enlightened in the future.
In other words, in the present moment, we are already complete.
We just choose to forget our own consummation, enter time, and experience the whole process of growth and enlightenment from beginning to end, just like an audience who deliberately forgets the plot and re-watches a wonderful movie.
In this illusion that makes ourselves limited, we experience all kinds of happiness and sadness, and in the long process of growing up from humble to powerful, we deeply understand what love is, what infinity is, and what perfection is.
One day, everyone will find themselves, and that is when he finally understands that the perfect future that he has been striving for is now. It turns out that the present self is infinite and perfect.
Now that the moment is complete, then, in this dream of life, everything experienced, whether it is sweet or sour, bitter or happy, isn't it all miracles, isn't it all love.
Since everything is perfect, what is there to suffer? Shouldn't you laugh at life at all times?
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