"This woman is too reckless! She can't carry her equipment on her back, she bought the wrong gas bottle, the tent is unskilled, she told you to bring more water but didn't listen, she bought too small shoes, and brought deodorant. What are you kidding..." I thought about it in my heart, but I realized that this is why I haven't changed, and I'm stuck in the cobwebs I've spun deeper and deeper.
While thinking a lot and worrying a lot, for example, "I have to go to work, I have to support myself, I have to maintain everything I have, and it is irresponsible to go on a trip that says go!"
I also think so , but don't think so.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be redeemed, at least sitting there and sure enough no miracles will happen. And step forward, perhaps nothing has changed, at least it is better than sitting still.
So scared, so scared that no one can see that you are scared. Afraid of the future, afraid of losing, afraid of yourself, too weak to do anything, too weak to let others see your weakness. I have to go on the road alone, because in the eyes of others, I can't really ask the most important questions in life. who I am? What kind of person do I want to be? What will my future look like? How will I spend my life?
Really scared. I am so afraid that, like most people, I gradually give up chasing the answers to these questions. I only have escape in my head, and I don't even realize that it is escape. In a blink of an eye, at the moment of death, I have no satisfaction, I only hope that the life before death. Pain disappears quickly. I am so afraid of such a future.
Want to make some changes. No skills, no connections, no color, everything seems to be nothing. There is only a bewildered heart longing for change, which may be worthless, but it is all I have. Let's go, let's go and see, move your feet, one left and one right, across the plains, across the desert, over the ridges, across the forest. I didn't expect anything, I just wanted to walk around and wear down my shoulders, waist, and feet. This is the weight on my body, and this is the pain I carry. With this weight on my back, I can still walk through this wilderness, and I can give up at any time. I finally came to the Bridge of God and finally let go of my past self.
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