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Dedric 2022-04-23 07:01:47

I always feel like my life is a tragedy. But why did you come into my life when I wanted to drink a beer and kill myself?

If my previous life was in darkness, then you are the light, you brought me the light, and you gave me the idea of ​​living for the first time.

But life is not a fairy tale, and I know I can't support you, not even myself. I'm sorry, when you forced me to go back to my old business, I knew that life is life, and ideals are ideals.

Well, there is always someone to pay for our life.

But life is really not that simple. My meager income is not enough for two people.

I killed someone by mistake and you didn't know it, and jumped for joy at the sudden car.

At this moment, I knew that you would force me to keep doing this.

But what surprised me was that in the end, you appeared as a witness in court. Why? You won't abscond with me, I understand. Then I'll let you go first, I can let you off the hook, and I can take all the charges.

But why? In the end, it was you who testified against me in court?

I always thought my life was a tragedy, but I just found out that my life is actually a joke.

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  • Aileen: Everybody just thinks I'm this bad shitty fucking person, and all I'm fucking tryin' to do is survive, you know?

    Thomas: I know. I know what you do for a living. It doesn't bother me. I know you didn't dial it up on a goddamn telephone. That's where you landed. That's what you had to do. What you're feeling right now is just guilt, over something you had absolutely no control over. You know how many of us came back from the war? And almost killed ourselves because we felt exactly the same thing you do, right now.

    Aileen: Yeah?

    Thomas: Yeah. And they'll never get it. They'll never get it now, they never got it then, and they sure as hell won't get fucking circumstance!

    Aileen: Fuck, man, circumstance, that's exactly it, that's exactly it. You know I feel like I never even had a fucking choice.

    Thomas: You never did. But you gotta live. You gotta live.

  • Aileen: [points to the bartender] You owe me change!

    [pause]

    Aileen: Fuck it. I'm outta here!

    Selby: Oh, are you sure-

    [touches Lee's shoulder]

    Aileen: [rises from chair and pushes Selby off] GET YOUR FUCKIN' HANDS OFF ME, YOU DUMB DYKE! I'm not gonna fuck you for a fucking beer, alright? So, stop wasting your fuckin' time!