I have been miserably lost in love for a while. The painful thing is not how tortuous the incident itself is, but the series of emotions caused by the loss of love.
It was very sad during that time. I just woke up in the morning, before opening my eyes, the tears flowed down first. It's the kind of sitting on a bus, suddenly tears bursting, and had to get off the bus and cry bitterly on the side of the road. It was sitting at the desk and said to myself that I would survive these four hours, but couldn't hold it anyway, and ran to the toilet silently crying. It is not possible to talk about this matter or everything related to it with anyone.
Naturally, the physical condition was very poor during that time, and the voice was very subtle no matter when he acted or spoke. Because of the weakness of the body, the senses are particularly sensitive and can capture all the subtle changes in the surrounding environment.
It feels that every day is too long, and the time under this sadness is expanded every minute. You just hope that today will pass quickly, and this heartache will pass quickly. If you can, be willing to pay a fast forward button to switch a life.
This situation lasted for a long time before I slowly walked out of this emotion.
You see, your life may not be so good, you are still running for survival every day, no one is waiting for you, no one is approaching you, everything is still under life, but you are so sad.
It's not because you can't live alone, it's not because you can't stand alone. It's just that in your original life, you get the relationship you really want. It's not for survival, it's not necessary for life, but it makes you happy. It makes you the most peaceful happiness. You no longer doubt the meaning of life every day, and you no longer float like duckweed. This relationship will allow you to stand firmly in the earthly life, never so secure, never so peaceful, but you have lost it. Losing is more painful than not getting.
When nothing you have can make you happy, when nothing you can have can make you calm, you just want to fall asleep and fall asleep.
Fortunately, time can take away everything, but it is a pity that people will always recover. Slowly, life will heal you, you will meet new people, and you will get a new relationship. Those moments that were too hard to breathe have gone away from you. When you recall it accidentally, you just let out a long long sigh.
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