I'm a misanthrope. Around 2012 I found myself unable to deeply like anyone, including my parents. The reason is that I hate people's selfishness, lies, flattery, worldliness, arrogance, etc... At that time, I always thought that it would be great if people in the world were honest, sincere, brave, virtuous, and socially responsible. As these thoughts deepened, I became more and more uncomfortable with many things.
I often have disputes with my parents, and my work has not been smooth. There is no salary requirement, and I can guarantee that I will not starve to death, but I want the company to abide by the law and be responsible to consumers and partners. But that's it, I still I bumped into walls everywhere and slept in the park several times. As a girl, I still admire how brave I am. During those days, I wanted to die. But I was not reconciled. I also felt that I was supported by kindness. So I decided to temporarily let go of my stubbornness, find a job and save some money for my parents’ retirement, and then I find a place where no one is around, or float around. I just want to maintain a light relationship with my colleagues, I also don't want to meet new friends.
During this period of 7 years, my mentality changed from discovering world-weariness → not being understood by the people around me → starting to deny myself (wanting to change) → not wanting to become someone I hate → learning to be tolerant (but there will always be people unhappy) → being able to Understanding (human nature is weak)
Looking back on the past 7 years, I was either fighting against the society or against myself. Although I was alive, I couldn’t be happy. But now I want to embrace the world. In the end, no matter what we do, we will What kind of person you become, please be happy.
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