Life is very very confusing.

Deontae 2021-12-18 08:01:09

We are all the same. We all feel pain. And we all have chaos in our lives. Life is very very confusing, I know. I don't have the answers, but I know if you write it out, it'll all Okay BE.
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and have have the I never Felt SO aT deeply and One Time at the Same, detached from myself and SO SO Present in world .---- at the Albert Camus.
[this feeling never in my This has happened so deeply in the body, the distance between my soul and me is so far, and my existence is so real. ]

Most of the teachers here, that one point, they believed, they could make a difference. I know how important it is, after guidance and to have someone help you to understand the complexities of the world that we're living. I didn 't really have that ... growing up.
[Most teachers here, they all believe in one thing, they believe they can do something for their students. I know the importance of these things, acquired guidance, and someone who helps you understand the complexity of the world you live in. In my childhood, there was no such person, I grew up alone. ]

I am money. I change hands like a dollar bill that's been robbed by a lamb. And a genius appeared and cried loudly with volume, but the tears were of myself, and that's where all went wrong.
[我是钱。I was snatched by civilized people. A wise man descended from the head and cried loudly, but tears flowed from my body, and all misfortunes began. ]

Whatever IS ON My Mind, the I say the I Feel IT AS IT. The I'm the Truthful to myself. Young the I AM, and the I AM the I AM here. Bored Old and up to My Soul. (So) MANY Times.
[I never own feelings All bluntly. I treat myself truthfully. I am young and old, and my soul is extremely boring. Many times. ]

I am out of faces and I am gone. I am just like you
. I am just like you. ]

I don't wanna talk about the past. You and I remember it very differently
. It looks completely different to you and me]

You don't need to promise me. Don't promise me. Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it. But you don't do it here,
[You don’t have to promise me. Need not. As long as it is what you want to do, you can do it. But don't do it here, you know? ]

There should be a prerequisite curriculum for being a parent, before the people attempt
. ]

Ubiquitous Assimilation: Always absorb everything everywhere all the time.
How are you to imagine anything? If the images are always provided for you.

Doublethink: to deliberately believe in lies while knowing their false. Examples of this in everyday life. I need to be pretty to be happy. I need surgery to be pretty. I need to be thin, famous, fashionable.
[Even if you know it is fake, you must believe it. Such examples abound in life: I can only be happy when I become beautiful; I have to get plastic surgery if I want to become beautiful; I have to become slim, famous, and fashionable. ]

Our young men today are being told that women are whores, bitches; things to be screwed, beaten, shit on, ashamed. This is a marketing holocaust, 24 hours a day, for the rest of our lives, the power that be, are harder at work, dumbing us to death. So ,to defend ourselves, and fight against the stimulating of this dumbs into our thought processes, we must learn to read, to stimulate our imaginations, to cultivate our own consciousness, our own belief systems. We all need these skills, to defend, to preserve our minds.
[Our young people, right now, they are told this: Women are prostitutes, bitches, who are excluded, beaten, bullied, and humiliated. This is a mass destruction. For the rest of our lives, we are driven to work hard 24 hours a day, and we perish in silence. In order to protect our minds and be able to contend with the forces that invade our thoughts and make us increasingly silent, we must learn to read to activate our imagination and cultivate our own consciousness and beliefs. We need these skills to defend and Maintain our minds. ]

We all have problems. We all have things we are dealing with right now. And we all take them home with us at night, take them to work with us in the morning. I think that helplessness, that realization that for boating off, being a drift in the sea, it's no buoies, no safety then. When you thought you will be the one throwing the buoy.
[We all have our own problems, we all have things to deal with right now. We take them home at night, and we take them out during the day. I think this kind of helplessness, I realize that I am sailing in a lone boat, drifting on the sea, without a life jacket, and insecure. Suddenly you suddenly realized that you threw the life jacket yourself. ]

"You alright?"
"What? You see me? You see me standing here?"
"Yeah. I see you here."
"Oh God, it's so relentless. Thank you."

Have you ever had it enough.. have you ever just want to tell someone to fuck off. I mean the whole thing is fucked. whole thing is fucked, is it not?
[Have you ever felt like you've had enough... You used to just want to tell people to stay away. I mean everything is fucking meaningless, everything is meaningless, right? ]

The park is now empty and bare,and abandoned. We feel ashamed about it. The jungle jam, the slide and the swing have rusted together. And terribly alone now. Where did all the children go? They know that not at The DID Park needed Them at The Intelligent Child's Heart at The depth for MANY CAN Flatten the I CAN Dark the Places-not the Find Them -?.. At The Delicate Moment of the ITS own Detachment
[that park now desolate and empty, being abandoned, Also annoying. The ladders, slides, and swings are all corroded and weathered, making them particularly bleak. I am completely alone now. Where did the child go? Don't they know the park needs them? A child's wise heart can fill a lot of gloom. But I can no longer find a moment of self-transcendence. ]

I wish things were different. I tried, you know, fucked up thing is ... we all.. we all have problems with all the things we dealing with. Some days would better than others. Some days we're not so great. Some days we have a limited space for others.
[I hope there can be a different ending. I tried, you know, the bad thing is... no matter what we do, we will have some problems. Sometimes it’s better, sometimes it’s worse, and sometimes we can’t give others enough space. ]

Some of us believe that we can make a difference. And then sometimes we wake up, and we realize we failed
. But sometimes, when we wake up from a dream, we find that we have not done it. ]


We all need something to distract us from the complexity and reality. More or less to think about where they came from. More or less to think about the struggle that it takes to become somebody to get out of...to get out of the sea of ​​pain that we all have to get out of it.
[We all need something to help us withdraw from reality and complexity, more or less to think about where these things come from, more or less to think It takes a lot of effort for a person to get rid of... to get rid of the sea of ​​suffering that we must get rid of. ]

We have such a responsibility to guide our young so that they don't end up falling apart, falling by the way side, becoming insignificant.
[We bear such a great responsibility to guide the younger generation to prevent them from reaching a fragmented ending, broken into powder, scattered on the side of the road, and become insignificant. ]

I'ma nonperson. You shouldn't be here. I'm not here. you may see me, but I'm hollow
. You shouldn't be here. I am not here, you may have seen me, but all you see is the shell. ]

Failing. We're failing. Failed and a sense that means, I have let everyone down, including ourselves.
[Failed. We are going to fail. The meaning of failure is that I let everyone down, including ourselves. ]

How many of you have ever felt the weight pressing down on you? I have.
[ How many of you have ever felt the weight pressing down on you ? I used to have. ]

During the whole of a dull, dark soundless day
In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heaven
I had been passing alone on the horse's back
Through the singularly dreary tract in the country
And at length found myself, as the shades of the evening drew on
Within the view of melancholy House of Usher
I know not how it was
But with the first glimpse of the building,
a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit
I looked upon some blank scape for domain
Upon the bleak walls, upon the white trunks of decayed Trees
With Depression at the Utter Souls
there wAS aN iciness
a Sinking
a sickening of at the Heart.
in that autumn dull, gray and close the eyes of a lonely long days of
heavy low clouds overhanging the sky
I alone rode forward
Through this gloomy, exotic country land,
finally, when night falls slowly
, the cold scenery of Usher House unfolds before my eyes.
I have never witnessed its past appearance,
but just a glimpse of it just now is something unbearable. The gloom soaked into my heart.
I looked at the sparse scenery around the house. The
walls were barren, and the decayed trees were white all over.
My soul was aphasia, and
my heart
sank in cooling.
Appears weak and sick
【End】

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  • Henry Barthes: How are you to imagine anything if the images are always provided for you?

    Henry Barthes: Doublethink. To deliberately believe in lies, while knowing they're false.

    Henry Barthes: Examples of this in everyday life: "Oh, I need to be pretty to be happy. I need surgery to be pretty. I need to be thin, famous, fashionable." Our young men today are being told that women are whores, bitches, things to be screwed, beaten, shit on, and shamed. This is a marketing holocaust. Twenty-four hours a day for the rest of our lives, the powers that be are hard at work dumbing us to death.

    Henry Barthes: So to defend ourselves, and fight against assimilating this dullness into our thought processes, we must learn to read. To stimulate our own imagination, to cultivate our own consciousness, our own belief systems. We all need skills to defend, to preserve our own minds.

  • Henry Barthes: [agitated at assisted living nurse] Let me be very clear here, you stop neglecting his needs, or I will start fucking with yours! I will have you fired! Then it's going to be your family! Your children are gonna be at risk! You got it?