Ha cat's "ha". In our dialect, it means stupid. I like to call you that, half helpless, half doting. You are a distressed cat, how long will you be tossing yourself like this?
I know that maybe I am not qualified to talk about you, because we are all the same, life is more than tossing, just like the heart-to-heart text messages we sent in the early morning and the years in this dilapidated vocational school that we wandered together for countless nights. This is a trace that only exists in youth. Even if we look back and feel embarrassed and ashamed after many years, at this moment, we still have to go on a rampage without turning back until our heads are broken.
I remember that in M's Record, I casually asked about your previous story, and you told me indifferently but almost in detail. When I saw this movie later, I really felt the same way, because of you. Although I haven't experienced it, it must be extremely painful if we experience life and death when we are still experiencing the feeling of love for the first time. Although you said with a smile that it felt like it was over. But my dear, when I saw this movie, some plots and some scenes, I was worried about whether you would be emotional, and I blamed myself for not being able to give you more comfort. You said, apart from being with you, ha cat, what else can I do? I missed your green years, and the days when you were the most silent and inscrutable. If it was good enough, I hope there was such a person at that time, even if it was as vague as a letter in the movie. The hope of the future can also allow you to gain a new life with the support of love step by step, so will your current life be different?
But I can't, I can only try my best to share with you as much as possible in the time I am with you now, the stories you are willing to tell me. I missed your past and my incompetence, the future that I didn't have the chance to participate in, and I can't count, but in these four years, I am willing to be your dear master, you can go out occasionally, but there must be a door and a shoulder waiting for you The cat is back. Of course, I'm just a poor owner and can't buy cat biscuits to feed you properly.
If you are alone, I will take you home.
When I saw this sentence last night, my first thought was to send it to you, for fear of waking you up. So, dear cat, don't be afraid. Just as you will not dislike this dirty, tired, vulgar and annoying me, I am willing to pack up a dilapidated and poor house for you to live in, and light a lamp for you, hoping to warm you to a good night's sleep.
I remember telling you that I am not a person who has a strong trust in the emotional connection between people, and I believe you are the same. So not used to how strong language or promise to give you too much pretense. But I hope you can come out slowly like the protagonist in the movie, with laughter, tears, sadness and despair, and finally have a happy ending that is extremely vulgar but has always been popular. I don't want you to be such a maverick, I just hope that you can lie quietly on a chair in the afternoon, the sun is just right, and read Yasunari Kawabata as before. This is my hope.
There is love, there is ideal, and there is hope. Although it is difficult for me to do. I still hope that you can have, or can meet people who let you have these.
Because you are worth it.
Because you are my dear cat.
PS In fact, sometimes it is really not necessary to be brave. You are good in our eyes no matter what.
Besides, it is also what I want to say the most. PS I love you.
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