I had a quarrel with you and we always had, about small apartment, boring job and having babies or not.
I screamed at your face "Then leave now!".
You shut the door and one second after that, we were crying, kissing and hugging, keeping saying "I'm sorry..."
We're so in love and so afraid of losing each other.
We're still so young that I was only 19 when I get married.
But, life is a bitch and you left me alone.
How dare the god for being so cruel to me?
I try to be normal. I made you super cool urn and play your favorite music on your memorial.
But still, I couldn't live a life without you.
I keep calling your phone to hear you speaking to me, even though that is just a voice mail.
I said "Turn off the light, Gerry, It's your turn." But I know no one will do that except me.
Then I got this birthday gift from you. You didn't ask me to forget you but instead, you planned everything for me.
You ask me to celebrate your birthday with my girls, so we went a gay bar to get hammered. That night I felt I was in your arm, asleep.
You said I should by a new lamp and a gorgeous dress. Then when I was wondering what are these for, you told me to sing karaoke though last time sing karaoke sent me into the hospital. There I saw you, no one but you sitting there, smiling at me beautifully.
Then a trip to Ireland. I met this hot guy, William. He sang the song you sang to me. I was so depressed and I don't know why you're trying to remind me of everything about us.
William and I had sex. It was such a shock when I knew I had sex with your best friend. He held me in his arm and told me those funny stories about you.
I visited to your parents. Thanks god, your mom doesn't t hate me any more for taking her son away.
I started my new career and I even designed the wedding shoes for Denice.
Mom is the Hermes and I got the last letter from you.
Daniel took me to the Yankees. I realized it's been one year and...you're really gone.
I appreciate you planned everything for me to push me move forward.
I appreciate you made me a woman and show me how to love and be loved.
I appreciate I can see myself through your eyes whenever I'm sad, unsure or completely losing my faith.
I appreciate I can be your wife honorably.
I appreciate I'm so lucky to have you as one chapter of my life.
The last word,
PS I love you.
Holly
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