If you know how much i miss you

Rosalia 2021-12-15 08:01:13

Just like Marcus, when I was a little girl, the great mystery to me wasn't why people die, but what happened when people die. Now that I am adult, the mechanic I understood, however, that question is only more complicated.



What happened when you die?

The 10-year-old Marcus wears Jason’s hat and says goodnight to Jason’s empty bed every night. With the savings of his stolen foster family, he tirelessly looks for psychics who are said to be "psychic" day by day. Hope Can someone tell him where Jason disappeared into this world after a car accident.

Can you understand the child's stubbornness?

When facing death, how fear and pain are in my little heart, and how I find hope in despair-this is a feeling that I can no longer experience as an adult.

But of course I remember the moment when my little brother was pushed into the furnace in my childhood, I saw the iron box drawer opened like a weird red flame, and my tongue rolled around my sleeping little brother.

So for a long time after that, I hated all this and fire, very hate!

However, this hatred is the same as Marcus's stubbornness, and it doesn't help people save anything.



When facing death, we are so helpless.

How about you? Do you know the greatest helplessness in the world?

Such a story is a song that only people with a story can understand. Just like in "Harry Potter", children can only see Ye Qi pulling a cart after experiencing death.

Well, no, I am not talking about this movie.

Would you like to hear what I want to say?



The fireworks of the Lunar New Year have not yet ended, but my aunt Yu never wakes up from the operating table again.

Her little daughter was lying in the incubator, and she would never see her again without knowing that she had left her mother's body.

Her elderly mother could not cry anymore, just groaning straight in her eyes: one for another, one for another.

On the day of the funeral, fine snow floated in the hazy sky, and the light white whirled against my face. The little man in his heart sighed and said, look, maybe this snowflake is the last time she came to tell you goodbye.



Would you still listen to me?

So, come with me to see my mother Peng, who was still with me 10 days ago, and was still in my life 7 days ago, who was tortured by malignant tumors for four years.

In the ward full of disinfectant water, she was thin and weak, and she became a small shadow floating on the bed. The white bed was even more incredible.

She praised the style of my cheongsam with a thumbs up, and smiled at the rainbow photos I took with my mobile phone.

She was in good spirits that day: the end of her hair was soft on the brows, the smile lines at the corners of her eyes were quite good, and the thin and sunken cheeks had a slight blush caused by a low-grade fever.

I taught her belly dancing by the bed, and she smiled hard at me.

I dare not look at her belly swollen with ascites. I just hold her hand and miss her health: dark hair, plump breasts, curvaceous waist, peaceful sleep that can fall asleep with a pillow, rough tea and light meal The sweetness that can also warm the stomach... The

chemotherapy drugs can no longer inhibit the crazy growth of cancer cells, but still cause serious gastrointestinal reactions. After vomiting, she wiped her mouth with a paper towel. Her hands tightly held the paper ball, then Hard.

Yes, she tried so hard, she kept trying hard to endure the pain, swallowing a lot of pills, eating a little bit of food hard, and trying hard to get rid of the stool by herself...

My mother Peng has been trying very hard to live, but she just has no strength.



I know we will meet one day, but right now, I just wonder whether you know how much I miss you.

In the movie “my sister's keeper”, Judge Desalvo told Anna: there is no shame of death, it is just leave early .

In the Bible, it is said that life is not only an end, but also the beginning.

If i can understand it, i can face it, and when i can face it, i can let it go.

When you can let it go, you are finally facing it.

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Extended Reading
  • Anthony 2021-12-15 08:01:13

    This is probably the least Eastwood style of the Iraqi film, and the grasp of emotions is surprisingly convergent. Although the narrative is not refined enough, it is surprising that the father has become more calm as he shoots.

  • Madalyn 2022-03-22 09:01:56

    The film skillfully intertwines the encounters of the three people in different countries, and explores the mystery of death. has an independent meaning.

Hereafter quotes

  • Billy: [about George] He said, "A life that's all about death is no life at all."

  • George Lonegan: Sometimes, I mean you know, knowing everything about someone, uhhh, its, uh, it seems nice, but really, maybe it's-it's actually better to hold stuff back.