I'm bored, I talk a lot of nonsense

Rosemary 2021-10-13 13:05:43

I once said that someone who was very confidant said, look at those excellent people who are our age. They have excellent grades, hearty characters, clear goals, and strong will. When I wasted a lot of youth and tried to adapt to the real world, they had already run away even the shadows were gone.

Do you know why?

Yes, because they are born with brains,,,,

they will not be like me ,,Well, okay, also bring you,, the same doubt, the same confusion,,, the meaning of life, the essence of life, etc., to them are as dispensable as Mao Zedong Thought and Deng Xiaoping Theory,,, they have never Never wonder if the world is really as meaningful as the textbooks and teachers and parents say, never worry about whether their efforts are really worthwhile, whether they are really rewarded.

This sturdy brain damage makes them win at the starting line. on

I do not remember hearing this someone is going to react and ,, ,, then I'd remember I explain the theoretical "English is very poor performance patriotism in my subconscious constantly cause trouble," the ,,,


Then I remembered,,, in the first year of junior high school,,, probably, it was the first year of junior high school. I said to my tablemate with excellent grades,,, you know, life is like grabbing candy in a jar, all my life With so many hands, if you catch this, you can't catch that,,,you, catch the grades, popularity, me, catch freedom,,,,I think the subtext of what I said at the time was,,,don’t think Your grades can be great,,, but then this little girl told this to another boy in the class with super good grades, and that person stopped me on the way home one day, and said sincerely, I think you are right The story XX tells makes sense, I never thought about it this way, can you tell me more? I was guilty as if I was caught for cheating on an exam, and,,,

_______________The dividing line where the nonsense ends____________________________


Um, actually what I want to say is,,, in fact, almost everything happened first, and then there was an explanation. Someone divorced, we said, ah, that person’s husband had an affair, so they divorced ,,Someone succeeded, we said, ah, that person’s usual efforts made him succeed, or, that person has the support of XXX so he succeeded.

These "explanations" may be the other side of the truth, but the problem is that we often do Forget what is "real" and what is "explanation".

My "explanation" is rather bad, so I don't think anyone really believes that "young and good" is because they are "innately brain-dead". My "extremely poor English score" is "I'm so patriotic",,, you think this explanation is absurd, so it's just an "explanation", it can't be "real",

but those more sophisticated and ordinary explanations actually happen every day, ,,,Similar to this girl's "popular with boys" is clearly "love to be coquettish",,,This girl is "smooth and dignified", so she is "very pure", he is "good grades and honest", so he won't lie "such interpretation every moment in every day to be as" real "using the

I often hear people say," I and you are not a world "or" this person is completely live in their own world ",,,

but Do they really live in different worlds? It’s not that this

world is the only world. In my world, the plane crashed into the building, and everyone’s world must have crashed too. The only difference is "explanation",,,

We all live in our own "explanation", but we don't want to admit it, because it is terrible to admit that we don't know anything about the "real", so we always pretend that our "explanation" is the same. We all live in a common real "world",,, in order to create such an illusion, we keep a distance from others,,,, we have learned to communicate our "explanations" only in some of the safest places, such as this woman The star’s chest is so big, this person is so rich, wait and so on,,, except for those familiar friends (confirmed that they have a similar "explanation"), we finally touched on the courage and courage of the book "I think this book is very Good-looking, how about you" This kind of slightly dangerous topic, and as soon as there are signs of disagreement, we quickly stop and quickly comfort ourselves "Ah, our tastes are really different" "Books are indeed based on different people.", Trying to forget that in fact, everything in the world is benevolent,

because it is terrible to find that there is always only one person in the "explanation". It's so easy to get angry,,,Well, such as me,,,,I like to scold them for brain damage,,,


In this world, no one's "explanation" is completely true, so no one's is completely false ,Perhaps some people’s "explanation" is closer to "real", but who can know,,,


We think that we are living in reality, but in fact it is just a swamp of various "interpretations" full of individuality


_________ Really began to turn to the dividing line of the topic ___________________________


The little boy in the film created a set of "beauty" explanations for himself,,,, he tried to convince himself that everything in this world is beautiful, and the meaning of his life lies in To bear these unbearable beauty,,, so he is satisfied, he is proud, he is strong,,,He can sell drugs without any guilt, but the

little boy’s father has not completed his own explanation,,,He has never been able to separate the reality of "homosexuality" from "shame",,,For him, shame is better than homosexuality. The reality is a more realistic reality,,, so he can only suppress, can only suffer, can only burst,,, finally extinguished the protagonist’s mouth

The protagonist also changed his own interpretation,,,He used to interpret "happiness" as "family harmony",,,but his "interpretation" was broken by his deepest desire,,well, that is, sex. ,,He discovered that "happiness" is not "family harmony", happiness should be "I am happy",,,so he feels that he has awakened, so he is also proud and strong,

but the fact is,,,the truth is them All just changed the "explanation",,,Who is right, who is wrong,,,Who is just "indulging in their own wrong world", who is "awakened and discovered the true meaning of life",, ,En,,Maybe this task can only be entrusted to God,

but have you noticed that,,,"God" is just an explanation

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  • Angela Hayes: Jane, he's a freak!

    Jane Burnham: Then so am I! And we'll always be freaks and we'll never be like other people and you'll never be a freak because you're just too... perfect!