After watching "Please call me by your name", finally.
summer afternoon sun in italy
Cicadas chirping and the wind cruising in the sunlight of the leaves
Hot weather where you can play the piano with bare feet and half body
Swimming in the pool in the lake
Then lie on the grass and feel the sun and dappled tree shadows
...
in six beautiful weeks
But it took almost a lifetime of effort to fall in love with someone.
It is love, not unrequited love.
It's love, desire and longing so hot that the nose bleeds at the slightest provocation.
It's love, it's each other's sweat and smell.
It is love, it is to feel each other's body temperature and heartbeat.
It's love, it's cautiousness who wants to approach but doesn't dare.
It is love, it is unwillingness to want to push away but not willing.
Is love, you call me by your name, and I call you by my name.
Even if the final ending is separated, it is still enviable and enviable.
Just like the different dad at the end said to Elio - "I envy you".
Especially this feeling
Again, in an unhindered, no sideways discrimination,
Nor take root in an ideal world without the resistance of the family
The icing on the cake is that there is someone who can understand this feeling,
A father who can communicate peacefully and honestly through personal experience,
All I can say is - "I envy you, more"
And what Dad said was like a curse, a curse for adults.
Along the way, we get hurt and choose to bury those painful memories and numb ourselves in order to heal.
Because of the fear of being hurt, the sincerity and feelings are paid less at a time than at a time.
Because of fear of being hurt, sincerity has become a product of the planned economy,
Because of the fear of being hurt, feelings have become a number that can be calculated and mortgaged.
Because they are afraid of being hurt, they even choose to be the one who hurts others first.
...
While the insensitivity to pain increases, it also loses the sensitivity to feel pleasure.
This is a fact, a cruel fact.
What's even scarier is that this fact is happening at a slow and even unnoticed pace.
It's like boiling a frog in warm water. When you really find it, you're afraid that you've lost a lot of precious things.
Constantly abandoning and suppressing and numbing yourself, thinking that it is giving yourself a layer of protection
In fact, he did the opposite and let himself throw away his armor and unarmor.
So whenever you wake up in the middle of the night and the night is quiet, look at yourself and ask yourself,
Have you become that half-baked frog?
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