when I was a teenager
I still love you when I grow up and have children I love you when
I'm not a man I love you
when I get married and have kids I still love you
when your breath rings in
my ear I still love you when someone else's breath rings in my ear I love you
when you're by my side and I see your face every day
I still love you when I'm so far away from you that I can't even remember your face,
because I love you, so I linger on your body
Because I love you, so I'm timid
I put myself in a cover
I put myself in a shell
I thought I could love you forever without being bound by the world
I thought I could love you without asking for anything in return
but you left me cowardly
You thought you were for me Well
you thought I would soon forget you
You thought I loved you just a teenager lingering on your beautiful body
You were wrong, I love you like you can't imagine
you were wrong, you've always been Wrong, I love you as much as I love my soul
If I could choose, I hope I'd never see you
If I could come back, I would choose to fall ill or even die on the street
If I could forget, I'd rather forget Those beautiful stories read aloud by your bedside
But I can't forget you
But I can't miss you
in front of the memory, I can't do anything, I'm so weak that I can't even think of you
I learn to love others, learn to integrate into this society
But every night, loving you is like countless needles pierced into my bone marrow.
I embrace other people's bodies, but your face is always in my mind.
I am cynical about your eyes.
I despise love and
I despise love
because of it . I love you, so I lost my self-esteem
because I loved you, I lost the ability to love others
I love you, but I hate you too
I hate you as much as I love you but
you will never know, I , love you so much!
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