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Dr. Konosuke Fujisaki: If he had been happy, he might have become just a snob.
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Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: I thought I could forget everything when she married. But I can't!
[He walks over to the window]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: I'm fighting desperately now to curb my desires. I feel sorry for myself. Young and fastidious before the war, I suppressed it. It was the same during the war. The thought of Misao and a peaceful home sustained me!
[His voice chokes, and he sits down on the couch]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: But one day, without having fooled around myself, my blood was contaminated by a man's diseased blood!
[He angrily kicks over the chair]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: If I'd known it would happen... it makes me think sometimes!
[He gets up again]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: I don't know when I can satisfy my desires!
[He turns towards Rui]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: Why must I suffer like this? I have syphilis! But it's not my fault or the result of playing around!"
[He begins to cry]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: I'm pure yet my desires unfulfilled! It's intolerable sometimes! But my conscience tries to crush out my physical desires.
[He throws his stethoscope]
Dr. Kyoji Fujisaki: My stupid conscience!